1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:01:17,560 --> 00:01:19,493 Are you a nostalgic person? 4 00:01:21,840 --> 00:01:23,842 Um, yeah. 5 00:01:23,945 --> 00:01:26,155 Yeah, I think so. 6 00:01:28,916 --> 00:01:30,469 Are you? 7 00:01:34,163 --> 00:01:35,440 Yeah. 8 00:01:38,201 --> 00:01:40,583 I just wonder what purpose it serves. 9 00:01:44,656 --> 00:01:48,418 ♪ I tried to do everything for you ♪ 10 00:01:51,456 --> 00:01:55,356 ♪ But what did you do? 11 00:01:57,841 --> 00:02:01,811 ♪ Girl, you told me that we were through ♪ 12 00:02:01,914 --> 00:02:04,503 ♪ We were through 13 00:02:04,607 --> 00:02:08,507 ♪ I tried to make you so happy ♪ 14 00:02:11,338 --> 00:02:15,238 ♪ In every way that I could 15 00:02:17,861 --> 00:02:21,417 ♪ But, girl, you fooled around until I caught you ♪ 16 00:02:22,452 --> 00:02:23,522 Hi. 17 00:02:25,145 --> 00:02:26,594 I'm Charlie. 18 00:02:29,666 --> 00:02:30,805 I know. 19 00:02:32,738 --> 00:02:33,912 You...? 20 00:02:34,015 --> 00:02:36,156 We went to high school together. 21 00:02:36,259 --> 00:02:38,296 Conroy. Fifth period English. 22 00:02:38,399 --> 00:02:39,780 You were the teacher's aide. 23 00:02:39,883 --> 00:02:42,334 Yeah. Uh, yeah. I mean, I remember the class. 24 00:02:42,438 --> 00:02:44,543 I just... - Um... 25 00:02:44,647 --> 00:02:47,684 I made fun of your Kenny Rogers obsession. 26 00:02:48,306 --> 00:02:50,929 Oh, my God. We burned CDs for each other. 27 00:02:51,032 --> 00:02:52,206 Yeah. 28 00:02:52,310 --> 00:02:54,312 Oh, my God, I totally remember you. 29 00:02:54,415 --> 00:02:57,177 I came over here and I was, like, all... 30 00:02:58,212 --> 00:02:59,800 Hannah, right? 31 00:03:01,215 --> 00:03:02,906 - Harper. - Harper! 32 00:03:03,010 --> 00:03:04,839 Yes. Harper Owens. 33 00:03:04,943 --> 00:03:08,257 Yeah. Okay. Wow, I... 34 00:03:08,360 --> 00:03:10,845 You know, I still listen to some of those songs. 35 00:03:12,675 --> 00:03:15,195 Well, you-- you gave me one. 36 00:03:15,298 --> 00:03:17,921 A CD with-- with just one song on it. 37 00:03:19,026 --> 00:03:20,510 - I did? - Mm-hmm. 38 00:03:20,614 --> 00:03:22,547 And you said I should only listen to it once, 39 00:03:22,650 --> 00:03:25,653 so I wouldn't lose the thing that made it special. 40 00:03:27,207 --> 00:03:28,932 Huh. 41 00:03:29,036 --> 00:03:31,176 Do you remember what song it was? 42 00:03:31,280 --> 00:03:33,351 Yeah. I do. 43 00:03:37,009 --> 00:03:40,530 ♪ Girl, I'm gonna give you just one more chance ♪ 44 00:03:43,706 --> 00:03:46,053 I knew that's why you were talking to the DJ. 45 00:03:46,156 --> 00:03:47,779 I was trying to be cool. 46 00:03:47,882 --> 00:03:49,746 I didn't want it to be too obvious. 47 00:03:55,545 --> 00:04:00,999 ♪ Break it to me gently 48 00:04:02,449 --> 00:04:09,835 ♪ Let me down the easy way 49 00:04:12,217 --> 00:04:17,464 ♪ Make me feel that you still love me ♪ 50 00:04:17,567 --> 00:04:19,535 So, what do you think? 51 00:04:19,638 --> 00:04:21,571 ♪ If it's just for one more day ♪ 52 00:04:21,675 --> 00:04:23,746 Did you listen to it too much, Harper? 53 00:04:26,369 --> 00:04:28,578 ♪ Break it... 54 00:04:29,855 --> 00:04:31,029 Yeah. 55 00:04:36,276 --> 00:04:37,829 You still love it, though? 56 00:04:43,110 --> 00:04:46,320 ♪ If you must go... 57 00:05:51,074 --> 00:05:52,110 Hey. 58 00:05:54,664 --> 00:05:55,734 Hey. 59 00:05:59,359 --> 00:06:01,015 You know, I've got a shoe box like this. 60 00:06:07,505 --> 00:06:10,059 I always feel like I should throw mine away. 61 00:06:11,819 --> 00:06:12,993 Really? 62 00:06:14,960 --> 00:06:16,376 Why? 63 00:06:19,724 --> 00:06:22,796 So, what's the whole story? 64 00:06:24,384 --> 00:06:26,420 How did you and Harper meet? 65 00:06:29,423 --> 00:06:31,874 We met a couple times, actually. 66 00:06:32,357 --> 00:06:33,979 - A million dollars. - You hear this? 67 00:06:34,083 --> 00:06:36,913 Bro, a million dollars, you can't land this. 68 00:06:37,017 --> 00:06:39,847 I bet you a million dollars you can't land this shit. 69 00:06:39,951 --> 00:06:41,918 I bet you a million dollars. - Alright, alright. 70 00:06:42,022 --> 00:06:43,506 Set this up. Watch this. - A million dollars. 71 00:06:43,610 --> 00:06:45,646 Kick-flip for a milli. 72 00:06:45,750 --> 00:06:47,234 How do you turn this on? 73 00:06:47,337 --> 00:06:49,063 Ohh! 74 00:06:49,167 --> 00:06:50,927 ...in the depths of winter 75 00:06:51,031 --> 00:06:53,723 cannot end on this autumn night. 76 00:06:53,827 --> 00:06:56,312 This victory alone is not the change we seek. 77 00:06:56,416 --> 00:06:59,833 It is only the chance for us to make that change. 78 00:06:59,936 --> 00:07:01,731 Nah, I just need a cool wife, dude. 79 00:07:01,835 --> 00:07:04,527 Mnh-mnh, bro. I'm never getting married. 80 00:07:04,631 --> 00:07:05,735 What are you talking about? Never? 81 00:07:05,839 --> 00:07:07,461 I'm too untethered, bro. 82 00:07:07,565 --> 00:07:08,842 - What? You're too untethered? - I'm peak me. 83 00:07:08,945 --> 00:07:10,464 I'm peak me untethered right now. 84 00:07:11,879 --> 00:07:12,949 Okay, so what are you gonna do? 85 00:07:13,053 --> 00:07:14,157 I'mma walk the earth. 86 00:07:14,261 --> 00:07:15,987 Like Khan. What? 87 00:07:16,090 --> 00:07:17,126 No! - Like Khan. 88 00:07:17,229 --> 00:07:18,507 No, it's Caine. It's Caine. 89 00:07:18,610 --> 00:07:19,956 - It's Khan. - Khan is "Star Trek." 90 00:07:20,060 --> 00:07:21,268 - Caine is "Pulp Fiction." - It's Khan! 91 00:07:21,371 --> 00:07:22,372 - It's Caine! - Charlie. 92 00:07:22,476 --> 00:07:23,684 Caine's from "Kung Fu." 93 00:07:23,788 --> 00:07:25,168 You both are idiots. - Ohh! 94 00:07:25,272 --> 00:07:26,273 That's not even what he was say-- 95 00:07:26,376 --> 00:07:27,723 That's not what you were talk-- 96 00:07:27,826 --> 00:07:28,827 You gotta be the dumbest fucking person 97 00:07:28,931 --> 00:07:30,242 I ever met in my whole life. 98 00:07:31,278 --> 00:07:32,969 Wait, so what are we doing? 99 00:07:33,073 --> 00:07:36,525 Uh, Stefanie and those girls are having some people over. 100 00:07:36,628 --> 00:07:37,698 Who's Stefanie? 101 00:07:37,802 --> 00:07:39,907 Powers. Tanya's little sister. 102 00:07:40,011 --> 00:07:42,669 Um, she's, uh, friends with Courtney Gardner 103 00:07:42,772 --> 00:07:44,981 and that chick Harper... 104 00:07:45,085 --> 00:07:46,500 Harper Owens? 105 00:07:46,604 --> 00:07:48,709 Yeah. You know her? 106 00:07:48,813 --> 00:07:49,814 Kinda. 107 00:07:49,917 --> 00:07:51,056 I don't know. 108 00:07:51,160 --> 00:07:52,610 I don't want to go to some high school party. 109 00:07:52,713 --> 00:07:54,819 Whoa! They graduated. They graduated. 110 00:07:54,922 --> 00:07:56,476 Yeah, but we used to rip on dudes who did that all the time, 111 00:07:56,579 --> 00:07:57,925 and you're always coming up with these 112 00:07:58,029 --> 00:07:59,582 elaborate plans to get laid. - What elab-- 113 00:07:59,686 --> 00:08:00,790 We always end up right back at your house... 114 00:08:00,894 --> 00:08:02,309 I'm talking about a party. 115 00:08:02,412 --> 00:08:04,173 I'm just talking about a party. 116 00:08:04,276 --> 00:08:06,969 Okay, well, what do you think? 117 00:08:07,072 --> 00:08:10,041 - I'm down. - Hell yeah, he's down! 118 00:08:10,144 --> 00:08:11,663 Look around, bro. 119 00:08:11,767 --> 00:08:14,079 The whole fucking world is horny tonight. 120 00:08:14,183 --> 00:08:15,840 Barack Obama is president. 121 00:08:15,943 --> 00:08:18,774 That means anything is possible. 122 00:08:18,877 --> 00:08:20,465 Yewwww! 123 00:08:20,569 --> 00:08:21,742 Think I have an ugly smile? 124 00:08:21,846 --> 00:08:23,054 No, seriously. 125 00:08:23,157 --> 00:08:24,607 'Cause I feel like... 126 00:08:24,711 --> 00:08:25,712 Listen, my mom says I smile with no teeth. 127 00:08:25,815 --> 00:08:27,092 She thinks it's weird, 128 00:08:27,196 --> 00:08:28,577 but I think it's creepy to smile with teeth 129 00:08:28,680 --> 00:08:30,130 because I have really weird teeth. 130 00:08:30,233 --> 00:08:32,235 No, honestly, honestly, I like your smile. 131 00:08:32,339 --> 00:08:34,859 - What? - I think you look... 132 00:08:34,962 --> 00:08:38,587 ♪ Treat you like my sticky-icky or my sweet ooey-gooey ♪ 133 00:08:38,690 --> 00:08:42,038 ♪ You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling ♪ 134 00:08:42,142 --> 00:08:45,145 ♪ And ooh-wee it's the ultimate feeling ♪ 135 00:08:45,248 --> 00:08:47,768 ♪ You got me lifted, feeling so gifted ♪ 136 00:08:47,872 --> 00:08:50,357 ♪ Suga, how you get so fly? 137 00:08:50,460 --> 00:08:53,256 ♪ Suga, suga, how you get so fly? ♪ 138 00:08:53,360 --> 00:08:56,052 ♪ Suga, suga, how you get so fly? ♪ 139 00:08:56,156 --> 00:08:58,986 ♪ Suga, suga, how you get so fly? ♪ 140 00:08:59,090 --> 00:09:00,678 ♪ Suga, suga, how you get so... ♪ 141 00:09:00,781 --> 00:09:02,093 ♪ You make me holla 142 00:09:02,196 --> 00:09:04,509 ♪ Ass so big, make me wanna follow ♪ 143 00:09:04,613 --> 00:09:06,856 ♪ Take it off, girl, get these dollas ♪ 144 00:09:06,960 --> 00:09:09,479 ♪ Turn around, let me see the boombada ♪ 145 00:09:09,583 --> 00:09:11,827 ♪ Take it off, girl, you make me holla ♪ 146 00:09:11,930 --> 00:09:14,346 ♪ Ass so big, make me wanna follow ♪ 147 00:09:14,450 --> 00:09:16,659 ♪ A, B, C, and to the D 148 00:09:16,763 --> 00:09:19,144 ♪ Put on a show like you on TV 149 00:09:19,248 --> 00:09:21,043 ♪ Can you do things make me look in your eyes ♪ 150 00:09:21,146 --> 00:09:22,458 Hi. 151 00:09:22,562 --> 00:09:23,942 Hey. 152 00:09:25,565 --> 00:09:27,463 You want to play something? 153 00:09:27,567 --> 00:09:29,603 No, uh... 154 00:09:29,707 --> 00:09:31,191 I-I'm Charlie. 155 00:09:31,294 --> 00:09:34,643 I-I was a teacher's aide for Conroy your junior year. 156 00:09:34,746 --> 00:09:36,783 The English teacher? 157 00:09:36,886 --> 00:09:38,336 Yeah. 158 00:09:38,439 --> 00:09:40,269 Uh... 159 00:09:40,372 --> 00:09:42,340 You don't remember me? 160 00:09:42,443 --> 00:09:44,273 No. Sorry. 161 00:09:46,102 --> 00:09:47,621 Oh, you seem sad. 162 00:09:47,725 --> 00:09:50,244 Did you have a little crush on me? 163 00:09:50,348 --> 00:09:51,729 No. No. 164 00:09:51,832 --> 00:09:52,971 Well, uh, yeah. 165 00:09:53,075 --> 00:09:54,801 I mean, I thought I... - You did? 166 00:09:54,904 --> 00:09:56,078 I-I just-- I thought 167 00:09:56,181 --> 00:09:57,907 that you would remember me. - What? 168 00:09:58,011 --> 00:10:00,392 I thought that you would remember me. 169 00:10:00,979 --> 00:10:04,362 Um, it's all good. No worries. It's... 170 00:10:04,465 --> 00:10:05,846 Sorry. 171 00:10:06,226 --> 00:10:08,815 ♪ I'm single and came here to mingle this evening ♪ 172 00:10:25,659 --> 00:10:28,455 ♪ Break it... 173 00:10:28,558 --> 00:10:30,630 Have you been listening to it? 174 00:10:32,597 --> 00:10:37,222 ♪ Let me down the east way 175 00:10:40,812 --> 00:10:43,401 I'm not going to college. 176 00:10:43,504 --> 00:10:44,920 Why not? 177 00:10:47,232 --> 00:10:49,407 School always made me feel dumb. 178 00:10:50,822 --> 00:10:52,790 What do you want to do? 179 00:10:53,825 --> 00:10:55,413 I want to cook. 180 00:10:56,690 --> 00:10:57,933 Cook? 181 00:10:58,036 --> 00:11:00,901 Yeah, I want to be a chef. 182 00:11:01,971 --> 00:11:05,457 I love, like, food as art. 183 00:11:05,561 --> 00:11:07,287 Food as expression. 184 00:11:08,495 --> 00:11:10,980 I love thinking about the way 185 00:11:11,084 --> 00:11:13,983 a dish is gonna make someone feel. 186 00:11:14,087 --> 00:11:18,332 You know, like, the way ingredients work together. 187 00:11:18,436 --> 00:11:19,851 That's cool. 188 00:11:22,371 --> 00:11:25,339 What kind of restaurant do you want to open? 189 00:11:25,443 --> 00:11:27,065 A great one. 190 00:11:27,169 --> 00:11:28,722 Like, the best. 191 00:11:35,246 --> 00:11:37,317 Will you cook something for me sometime? 192 00:11:52,504 --> 00:11:53,643 Fuck. 193 00:11:53,747 --> 00:11:55,473 What? 194 00:11:55,576 --> 00:11:57,164 Uh... 195 00:11:59,201 --> 00:12:01,824 I forgot my keys. 196 00:12:01,928 --> 00:12:04,378 - Seriously? - Yeah, but, um... 197 00:12:05,621 --> 00:12:08,175 I'm gonna boost you up, okay? 198 00:12:08,279 --> 00:12:09,832 Alright. I need to, like... - Help me! 199 00:12:09,936 --> 00:12:12,007 ...fully grab your ass to make this work. 200 00:12:12,110 --> 00:12:14,319 Okay. This was your plan all along. 201 00:12:14,423 --> 00:12:16,390 Busted. 202 00:12:56,189 --> 00:12:58,329 How'd you do that? 203 00:13:06,544 --> 00:13:08,546 So, what about you? 204 00:13:09,616 --> 00:13:11,342 Why didn't you go to college? 205 00:13:13,378 --> 00:13:14,932 I don't know. 206 00:13:15,035 --> 00:13:18,314 Just didn't really feel like me, I guess. 207 00:13:18,418 --> 00:13:19,868 What do you want to do? 208 00:13:29,291 --> 00:13:31,811 You know, I asked people about you. 209 00:13:31,914 --> 00:13:32,881 In high school. 210 00:13:35,435 --> 00:13:36,919 What'd you find out? 211 00:13:38,265 --> 00:13:42,166 Well, everyone said you were shy, which I obviously knew. 212 00:13:43,201 --> 00:13:45,376 And they said you lived with your dad. 213 00:13:46,308 --> 00:13:48,034 Yeah. I mean, my parents split up, 214 00:13:48,137 --> 00:13:50,795 and then just ended up with my dad. 215 00:13:50,899 --> 00:13:53,246 - What's he like? - He's cool. 216 00:13:53,349 --> 00:13:56,594 You know, just, like, lets me do what I want. 217 00:13:56,697 --> 00:13:59,735 He's like more of a roommate than a dad at this point. 218 00:13:59,839 --> 00:14:01,668 That's cool. 219 00:14:01,771 --> 00:14:03,877 What about your mom? 220 00:14:03,981 --> 00:14:05,983 She, uh... 221 00:14:06,086 --> 00:14:09,503 She lives in Portland, and... 222 00:14:09,607 --> 00:14:11,643 she's a psychic. 223 00:14:11,747 --> 00:14:13,059 Really? 224 00:14:13,162 --> 00:14:17,546 I mean, no, but that's what she does for money. 225 00:14:24,898 --> 00:14:26,658 What else did you learn? 226 00:14:26,762 --> 00:14:28,281 That you read. 227 00:14:28,384 --> 00:14:30,939 That you read like three books a week. 228 00:14:31,042 --> 00:14:32,354 Is that true? - No. 229 00:14:32,457 --> 00:14:34,804 They're, like, dime-store novels. 230 00:14:34,908 --> 00:14:36,876 It's escapist. 231 00:14:36,979 --> 00:14:39,223 I don't know, like, Chaucer or whatever. 232 00:14:40,914 --> 00:14:42,398 Poems? 233 00:14:44,055 --> 00:14:45,885 Those can be escapist, too. 234 00:14:48,232 --> 00:14:50,165 "Having a Coke with You." 235 00:14:54,583 --> 00:14:56,481 Will you read it? 236 00:14:56,585 --> 00:14:57,655 No. 237 00:14:57,758 --> 00:14:59,312 Come on. - No. 238 00:14:59,415 --> 00:15:00,934 - Come on. - No! 239 00:15:01,038 --> 00:15:03,247 You can't-- You can't be like, "Oh, I read poetry" 240 00:15:03,350 --> 00:15:04,662 and then, like, not walk the walk. 241 00:15:04,765 --> 00:15:07,147 Oh, my God. No. No, no, no, I'm not reading it. 242 00:15:07,251 --> 00:15:09,322 Okay. I'll walk out of here right now. 243 00:15:09,425 --> 00:15:11,220 Can I use the door? 244 00:15:11,324 --> 00:15:12,428 Or are you gonna throw me out the window? 245 00:15:12,532 --> 00:15:13,671 Okay. Alright, alright, alright. 246 00:15:13,774 --> 00:15:15,121 Gimme that. 247 00:15:19,159 --> 00:15:22,438 "Having a Coke with You," by Frank O'Hara. 248 00:15:22,542 --> 00:15:24,164 Read by Charlie. 249 00:15:24,268 --> 00:15:26,063 Yeah, well, not well. 250 00:15:29,790 --> 00:15:31,516 "Having a Coke with you 251 00:15:31,620 --> 00:15:34,968 is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, 252 00:15:35,072 --> 00:15:39,352 Irún, Hendaye, 253 00:15:39,455 --> 00:15:41,941 Biarritz, Bayonne, 254 00:15:42,044 --> 00:15:43,839 or being sick to my stomach 255 00:15:43,943 --> 00:15:46,946 on the Traversée de Gracia in Barcelona." 256 00:15:47,049 --> 00:15:48,602 It sounds a lot better in my head 257 00:15:48,706 --> 00:15:50,984 when I imagine myself pronouncing all the words right. 258 00:15:51,088 --> 00:15:52,710 It's okay. 259 00:15:53,918 --> 00:15:56,093 "Partly because in your orange shirt 260 00:15:56,196 --> 00:15:59,820 you look like a better, happier St. Sebastian. 261 00:15:59,924 --> 00:16:02,823 Partly because of my love for you. 262 00:16:02,927 --> 00:16:05,412 Partly because of your love for yoghurt. 263 00:16:05,516 --> 00:16:08,726 Partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips 264 00:16:08,829 --> 00:16:11,177 around the birches. 265 00:16:11,280 --> 00:16:13,869 Partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on 266 00:16:13,973 --> 00:16:16,009 before people and statuary. 267 00:16:16,113 --> 00:16:19,150 As solemn, as unpleasantly definitive as statuary 268 00:16:19,254 --> 00:16:20,945 when right in front of it, 269 00:16:21,049 --> 00:16:24,431 in the warm New York four o'clock light, 270 00:16:24,535 --> 00:16:27,158 we are drifting back and forth between each other 271 00:16:27,262 --> 00:16:29,747 like a tree breathing through its spectacles." 272 00:16:41,897 --> 00:16:44,589 So, what was it like? 273 00:16:44,693 --> 00:16:45,970 The what? The...? 274 00:16:46,074 --> 00:16:47,523 Yeah. 275 00:16:48,800 --> 00:16:50,768 Um... 276 00:16:50,871 --> 00:16:53,081 Yeah, it was... 277 00:16:54,323 --> 00:16:56,429 I mean, it was really good. 278 00:17:11,168 --> 00:17:13,653 It felt like we'd always been in love. 279 00:17:17,208 --> 00:17:19,107 I just didn't know what love would turn into 280 00:17:19,210 --> 00:17:21,143 five years later. 281 00:17:21,764 --> 00:17:25,389 ...if you're watching how your planned attack is going 282 00:17:25,492 --> 00:17:27,598 and you haven't even gotten your sledgehammer head 283 00:17:27,701 --> 00:17:30,359 through Belgium yet, so you're still a ways away 284 00:17:30,463 --> 00:17:32,396 from your attack doing anything, 285 00:17:32,499 --> 00:17:34,398 but you've got things starting to collapse around you... 286 00:17:34,501 --> 00:17:37,642 Oh, my God. C-Can we listen to something else? 287 00:17:38,678 --> 00:17:40,335 You don't want to learn about World War I? 288 00:17:40,438 --> 00:17:44,546 No. I don't. 289 00:17:44,649 --> 00:17:47,411 Okay. But... 290 00:17:47,514 --> 00:17:49,240 Okay, we're learning about a battle 291 00:17:49,344 --> 00:17:51,208 with more fatalities in a single week... 292 00:17:51,311 --> 00:17:53,002 - I don't care. - ...than all of the Americans 293 00:17:53,106 --> 00:17:55,004 who died during the Vietnam War. - I don't care about those men. 294 00:17:55,108 --> 00:17:56,661 I don't care about Vietnam either. 295 00:17:56,765 --> 00:17:58,318 I don't know these people. 296 00:17:58,422 --> 00:18:00,355 Okay, imagine starting a war 297 00:18:00,458 --> 00:18:02,253 with 19th-century military tactics 298 00:18:02,357 --> 00:18:04,324 and then confronting, for the first time, 299 00:18:04,428 --> 00:18:05,981 20th-century weapons. - Yeah, I know. 300 00:18:06,085 --> 00:18:07,707 I just listened to the same thing as you. 301 00:18:07,810 --> 00:18:11,124 Watch how every flip of the coin so far... 302 00:18:11,228 --> 00:18:13,471 Alright. Fine. 303 00:18:13,575 --> 00:18:14,852 Thank you. 304 00:18:22,860 --> 00:18:27,727 ♪ There's no place I'd rather be now ♪ 305 00:18:29,660 --> 00:18:34,216 ♪ So fucking sad all the time now ♪ 306 00:18:35,459 --> 00:18:36,839 Are you serious? 307 00:18:36,943 --> 00:18:38,151 Sorry. 308 00:18:38,255 --> 00:18:39,842 No, no, I just listened to four hours 309 00:18:39,946 --> 00:18:41,948 of Hardcore History for Bros and you can't give me 310 00:18:42,051 --> 00:18:43,398 four bars of a song? - I'm sorry. Fuck. 311 00:18:43,501 --> 00:18:46,297 Just put your wispy ghost lady back on. 312 00:18:54,443 --> 00:18:56,825 Hi. Can we do 30 on four? 313 00:18:56,928 --> 00:18:58,999 Sure. Anything else? 314 00:18:59,103 --> 00:19:00,863 Um, and these... 315 00:19:00,967 --> 00:19:02,037 And, um... 316 00:19:07,767 --> 00:19:09,286 Yeah. That's it. 317 00:19:17,604 --> 00:19:20,883 Hey, will you do me a favor this weekend? 318 00:19:20,987 --> 00:19:22,644 What? 319 00:19:23,162 --> 00:19:25,233 Will you take it easy on the drinking? 320 00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:29,478 Right. Um... 321 00:19:30,721 --> 00:19:34,069 I don't know what that means, but... 322 00:19:34,173 --> 00:19:35,381 I'm not saying don't drink. 323 00:19:35,484 --> 00:19:37,176 I'm just saying, like... 324 00:19:37,279 --> 00:19:39,971 What bothers you about my drinking? 325 00:19:42,560 --> 00:19:44,079 It's... 326 00:19:44,183 --> 00:19:46,012 It's just not fun. 327 00:19:46,115 --> 00:19:47,462 Like, even for you, it's not fun. 328 00:19:47,565 --> 00:19:49,049 Well, it's not fun when I'm with you, 329 00:19:49,153 --> 00:19:50,430 because you're mad about the drinking. 330 00:19:50,534 --> 00:19:51,569 It's fun when I'm with other people. 331 00:19:51,673 --> 00:19:53,122 Listen, you don't want to fight, 332 00:19:53,226 --> 00:19:55,228 then this is something you can do. 333 00:19:57,748 --> 00:20:00,544 We never used to talk to each other like that. 334 00:20:00,647 --> 00:20:03,512 It's like we were happier when we had nothing but each other. 335 00:20:07,689 --> 00:20:10,105 Oh, my God, Charlie, can you not? 336 00:20:10,209 --> 00:20:11,348 I got it. No, no, no, no. 337 00:20:11,451 --> 00:20:12,763 I just, I want to document. 338 00:20:12,866 --> 00:20:14,385 What are we... Where are we right now? 339 00:20:14,489 --> 00:20:16,387 - We're in NOLA. - We're in NOLA. 340 00:20:16,491 --> 00:20:17,940 We're in NOLA, baby. 341 00:20:18,044 --> 00:20:19,908 We're starting our new life. 342 00:20:25,465 --> 00:20:27,226 - Okay, well... - I'm gonna zoom. 343 00:20:27,329 --> 00:20:30,332 - No photos. - No, stop! Don't be shy. 344 00:20:30,919 --> 00:20:33,370 When we moved to New Orleans, I had this idea in my head 345 00:20:33,473 --> 00:20:35,475 of what everything would be like. 346 00:20:47,453 --> 00:20:49,317 I'm trying, okay? 347 00:20:49,420 --> 00:20:51,802 Okay. One, two, three. 348 00:20:51,905 --> 00:20:53,459 This is not gonna go in at this angle. 349 00:20:53,562 --> 00:20:55,150 No, it is. Wedge. 350 00:20:55,254 --> 00:20:56,738 - No, it's not. - It is! 351 00:20:56,841 --> 00:20:58,981 We'd live at the top of an old building on Frenchmen 352 00:20:59,085 --> 00:21:02,191 with these, like, tall windows and an ornate balcony. 353 00:21:02,295 --> 00:21:03,572 Charlie made us pull over 354 00:21:03,676 --> 00:21:05,471 so we could get these for his bookshelf. 355 00:21:05,574 --> 00:21:07,093 Yeah, well, now we don't have to buy a shelf, so... 356 00:21:07,196 --> 00:21:09,889 We will totally be buying a shelf. 357 00:21:10,614 --> 00:21:13,099 I'd be head chef at the hottest pop-up in the city, 358 00:21:13,202 --> 00:21:15,032 the star up-and-comer. 359 00:21:15,135 --> 00:21:17,276 Okay, so who wants to start 360 00:21:17,379 --> 00:21:19,450 with the Blazin' Cajun Creole Meal? 361 00:21:19,554 --> 00:21:21,038 With Charlie, 362 00:21:21,141 --> 00:21:23,143 you got the sense that he could do anything. 363 00:21:23,247 --> 00:21:24,697 He was so smart. 364 00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:26,077 I feel like you're cutting a lot. 365 00:21:26,181 --> 00:21:27,838 You're making me nervous. 366 00:21:27,941 --> 00:21:29,702 Just carry on reading. I'm enjoying it. 367 00:21:29,805 --> 00:21:31,255 ...where all the work gets done. 368 00:21:31,359 --> 00:21:33,015 It's the industrial side. 369 00:21:33,119 --> 00:21:35,915 I imagined him starting this magazine or quarterly 370 00:21:36,018 --> 00:21:37,917 that everyone would read, 371 00:21:38,020 --> 00:21:41,265 and then everyone would see what I saw... 372 00:21:41,369 --> 00:21:44,061 This sensitive, thoughtful man. 373 00:21:45,649 --> 00:21:47,720 Just a touch. That's perfect. 374 00:21:47,823 --> 00:21:49,411 Is that alright? 375 00:21:49,515 --> 00:21:51,033 He's the type of person 376 00:21:51,137 --> 00:21:52,966 who could listen to people talk about things 377 00:21:53,070 --> 00:21:55,072 he knew everything about, and he wouldn't say a word, 378 00:21:55,175 --> 00:21:57,316 like he was embarrassed by how much he knew. 379 00:21:57,419 --> 00:21:58,903 ...which makes you an actual war criminal. 380 00:21:59,007 --> 00:22:00,767 - It's war we're talking about. - Oh, my God. 381 00:22:00,871 --> 00:22:02,321 You're a war criminal. - What are you supposed to do? 382 00:22:02,424 --> 00:22:03,391 Just like Bush. 383 00:22:03,494 --> 00:22:04,909 I pictured us as these, like, 384 00:22:05,013 --> 00:22:07,222 young, modern cosmopolitans, you know? 385 00:22:08,637 --> 00:22:11,640 Not quite how it turned out, huh? 386 00:22:11,744 --> 00:22:12,848 No. 387 00:22:14,333 --> 00:22:16,576 Somehow, it was even better. 388 00:22:20,373 --> 00:22:22,099 Ow! 389 00:22:22,202 --> 00:22:23,997 Fuck! - Oh, fuck. 390 00:22:24,101 --> 00:22:25,413 Oh, my God. - Shit! 391 00:22:25,516 --> 00:22:26,724 Oh, my God. 392 00:22:26,828 --> 00:22:28,174 - Can you help me? - What do I do? 393 00:22:28,277 --> 00:22:29,762 - Can you help me? - Fuck. Um... 394 00:22:29,865 --> 00:22:31,833 - Charlie! - Aah! 395 00:22:35,008 --> 00:22:37,183 Hey, would you still love me if I had no legs? 396 00:22:37,286 --> 00:22:38,978 I barely love you now. 397 00:22:39,081 --> 00:22:41,325 Yeah, but, like, if I could do, like, cool tricks and shit. 398 00:22:41,429 --> 00:22:42,982 You know, like this. 399 00:22:44,086 --> 00:22:45,640 Whoa! - Charlie! 400 00:22:46,226 --> 00:22:48,090 Now, you might be emotional for a couple of days. 401 00:22:48,194 --> 00:22:50,230 You have a concussion. - Mm-hmm. 402 00:22:50,334 --> 00:22:52,371 Yeah, I think I can feel that. 403 00:22:52,474 --> 00:22:55,443 Harper. No. Stop. 404 00:22:57,514 --> 00:22:59,619 Aww, baby. 405 00:23:01,690 --> 00:23:05,004 It's like everything was worse than I had pictured... 406 00:23:05,107 --> 00:23:07,869 but better than I could have possibly imagined. 407 00:23:11,044 --> 00:23:12,183 What happened? 408 00:23:16,740 --> 00:23:18,604 Do you actually believe in this? 409 00:23:21,054 --> 00:23:22,055 Do you? 410 00:23:27,302 --> 00:23:29,615 The Tower. 411 00:23:29,718 --> 00:23:31,030 Whoa. 412 00:23:31,133 --> 00:23:33,895 Yeah, that's actually, like, kind of spot on. 413 00:23:33,998 --> 00:23:36,173 It's like... 414 00:23:36,276 --> 00:23:37,657 the future. 415 00:23:37,761 --> 00:23:41,385 Like, fear of the future. 416 00:23:41,489 --> 00:23:43,525 Really? I feel like that should be yours. 417 00:23:43,629 --> 00:23:45,562 No. No, no, no. 418 00:23:45,665 --> 00:23:47,218 What do you mean, "No, no, no"? 419 00:23:47,322 --> 00:23:48,461 I'm The Moon. 420 00:23:48,565 --> 00:23:50,187 What's The Moon? 421 00:23:51,982 --> 00:23:53,639 Fear of the past. 422 00:23:54,743 --> 00:23:56,435 So... 423 00:23:56,538 --> 00:23:59,161 is there something in your future 424 00:23:59,265 --> 00:24:01,163 that you're worried about? 425 00:24:03,890 --> 00:24:06,617 I guess in the future, anything's possible. 426 00:24:06,721 --> 00:24:09,482 But I don't want anything to be possible. 427 00:24:09,586 --> 00:24:11,898 I just want one thing to be possible. 428 00:24:13,417 --> 00:24:15,523 Makes sense. 429 00:24:15,626 --> 00:24:17,214 You like control. 430 00:24:18,353 --> 00:24:19,872 No, I don't. 431 00:24:22,806 --> 00:24:24,704 - I'm not controlling. - Well... 432 00:24:24,808 --> 00:24:27,327 - Oh, my God. Take it back. - Uh, no. 433 00:24:27,431 --> 00:24:29,364 Take it... Say it! Take it back! 434 00:24:29,468 --> 00:24:30,572 - No! - Say it. I'm not controlling. 435 00:24:30,676 --> 00:24:32,643 - Say it. - Okay, okay, okay. 436 00:24:32,747 --> 00:24:34,196 Alright, alright. You're not controlling. 437 00:24:34,300 --> 00:24:36,302 - Mm-hmm. - You're not controlling. 438 00:24:36,405 --> 00:24:38,166 - Thank you. - But... 439 00:24:39,270 --> 00:24:41,169 ...you do like control. 440 00:24:42,515 --> 00:24:44,448 It's not a bad thing. 441 00:24:45,035 --> 00:24:46,554 It's, like, just part of who you are. 442 00:24:46,657 --> 00:24:48,107 It's what makes you a good chef. 443 00:24:48,210 --> 00:24:50,040 Yeah, but I'm not a chef. That's what I'm saying. 444 00:24:50,143 --> 00:24:52,145 Yeah, but you will be. 445 00:24:52,249 --> 00:24:53,802 That's what I'msaying. 446 00:25:06,988 --> 00:25:08,714 You, like... 447 00:25:08,817 --> 00:25:11,613 You see what you want so clearly. 448 00:25:12,649 --> 00:25:14,167 You, like... 449 00:25:14,271 --> 00:25:16,342 You manifest it. 450 00:25:16,445 --> 00:25:18,240 Yeah, but everybody does that. 451 00:25:19,656 --> 00:25:22,106 I don't think that's true. 452 00:25:22,210 --> 00:25:23,901 I think people like you think it's true 453 00:25:24,005 --> 00:25:25,696 because you do it so easily. 454 00:25:25,800 --> 00:25:29,873 But I think it's actually kind of rare. 455 00:25:38,019 --> 00:25:39,468 That's you? 456 00:25:39,572 --> 00:25:41,747 Mm-hmm. 457 00:25:41,850 --> 00:25:43,749 What about your future? 458 00:25:43,852 --> 00:25:46,061 What does the future look like when you're a moon? 459 00:25:46,165 --> 00:25:48,408 Mm. I don't know. 460 00:25:48,512 --> 00:25:50,065 Um... 461 00:25:51,273 --> 00:25:52,516 I think there's a part of me 462 00:25:52,620 --> 00:25:54,656 that, like, looks at you, 463 00:25:54,760 --> 00:25:56,727 and I want that, too-- 464 00:25:56,831 --> 00:26:01,111 like, to pursue my interests and go to school. 465 00:26:01,214 --> 00:26:03,113 But... 466 00:26:03,216 --> 00:26:04,563 But...? 467 00:26:04,666 --> 00:26:07,393 But I don't know. It's like... 468 00:26:07,496 --> 00:26:10,327 I feel like people who pursue more 469 00:26:10,430 --> 00:26:12,225 tend to pursue more forever, 470 00:26:12,329 --> 00:26:14,227 and it just feels kind of... 471 00:26:15,608 --> 00:26:17,368 ...hedonistic. 472 00:26:19,301 --> 00:26:21,062 Hedonistic? 473 00:26:21,165 --> 00:26:22,339 Yeah. 474 00:26:24,030 --> 00:26:26,067 Do you think I'm hedonistic? 475 00:26:28,069 --> 00:26:30,796 Kinda, yeah. 476 00:26:30,899 --> 00:26:33,074 No, but I like it on you. 477 00:26:33,730 --> 00:26:35,524 I just... 478 00:26:35,628 --> 00:26:37,078 I don't know. 479 00:26:38,424 --> 00:26:41,703 I wonder if, for me, it's just better to, like... 480 00:26:43,084 --> 00:26:44,326 ...be content. 481 00:26:46,466 --> 00:26:47,813 Mm. 482 00:26:49,918 --> 00:26:53,404 Well, I don't understand that. 483 00:26:53,508 --> 00:26:57,305 I think you can be content andpursue your interests. 484 00:26:59,825 --> 00:27:02,759 I guess I'm a "hedon" or whatever. 485 00:27:17,083 --> 00:27:18,637 You Harper? 486 00:27:20,811 --> 00:27:22,295 You staged at Harbor 21? 487 00:27:22,399 --> 00:27:23,642 For six weeks. 488 00:27:23,745 --> 00:27:25,713 And another month at Bourbon and Rye. 489 00:27:26,817 --> 00:27:28,094 This is my wife, Claire. 490 00:27:28,198 --> 00:27:29,717 She's my partner, and she runs the floor. 491 00:27:29,820 --> 00:27:31,132 - Hi. Nice to meet you. - Have you ever actually 492 00:27:31,235 --> 00:27:32,651 worked in a kitchen, 493 00:27:32,754 --> 00:27:34,169 or do you just stage like this as a hobby? 494 00:27:34,273 --> 00:27:36,102 Yeah, no, I've worked in a kitchen before. 495 00:27:36,206 --> 00:27:38,518 - Where? - It wasn't in New Orleans. 496 00:27:38,622 --> 00:27:40,382 I'm from Florida. - That's fine. Where? 497 00:27:41,729 --> 00:27:43,972 - Oceanside? - No, not... 498 00:27:44,973 --> 00:27:47,079 What restaurant did you work in? 499 00:27:48,459 --> 00:27:49,806 ...Ch-Chili's? 500 00:27:56,329 --> 00:27:57,503 Okay. 501 00:27:57,606 --> 00:28:00,126 Okay. Come in tomorrow at 2:00. 502 00:28:00,230 --> 00:28:02,508 I say two-- I mean 1:30, to get changed, 503 00:28:02,611 --> 00:28:03,820 have a smoke, whatever. 504 00:28:03,923 --> 00:28:05,476 In here at 2:00, prepping. 505 00:28:05,580 --> 00:28:07,168 Th-Thank you! 506 00:28:07,271 --> 00:28:08,997 And we're probably gonna call you Chili's for a while. 507 00:28:09,101 --> 00:28:10,619 Yeah, that-- that's fine. That's fine. 508 00:28:10,723 --> 00:28:12,000 Thank you. Thank you so much. 509 00:28:12,104 --> 00:28:15,107 - Tomorrow at 2:00. - Yeah, 1:30. 1:30. Okay! 510 00:28:15,210 --> 00:28:18,317 ♪ It's not like we see the same things ♪ 511 00:28:19,387 --> 00:28:22,045 ♪ Even though we're both human beings ♪ 512 00:28:22,148 --> 00:28:27,775 ♪ I can send my love to show just what we are ♪ 513 00:28:30,432 --> 00:28:34,436 ♪ I really think a phase is an easy way to put it ♪ 514 00:28:34,540 --> 00:28:36,473 ♪ I really think I'm crazy 515 00:28:36,576 --> 00:28:39,718 ♪ I just can't seem to get through this thing ♪ 516 00:28:43,894 --> 00:28:46,207 Oh! Oh, my God! 517 00:28:46,310 --> 00:28:49,658 ♪ I fall through, didn't even see you ♪ 518 00:28:49,762 --> 00:28:51,350 ♪ I'm going so fast now 519 00:28:51,453 --> 00:28:52,558 For you. 520 00:28:52,661 --> 00:28:55,872 For you, for you, for you. 521 00:28:55,975 --> 00:28:57,528 - Oh, thank you. - For you. 522 00:28:57,632 --> 00:28:59,047 - Oh, what? - For you. 523 00:28:59,151 --> 00:29:01,705 - Why? - Harper makes $30,000 a year. 524 00:29:01,809 --> 00:29:03,949 This means nothing to me. - Charlie! 525 00:29:04,052 --> 00:29:05,847 Charlie, this is Jade, the bartender from Harvard. 526 00:29:05,951 --> 00:29:07,711 Oh, shit. Jade! What's up? 527 00:29:07,815 --> 00:29:09,299 Yo, I've heard so much about you. 528 00:29:09,402 --> 00:29:10,818 No, no, no, I've heard so much about you. 529 00:29:10,921 --> 00:29:12,578 Yeah, uh... Oh. This is for you. 530 00:29:12,681 --> 00:29:14,649 What are you drinking? - Everything. 531 00:29:14,753 --> 00:29:16,030 Yeah! Whoo! 532 00:29:16,133 --> 00:29:17,721 Okay. Shots of everything! 533 00:29:17,825 --> 00:29:19,136 To my fucking girlfriend, 534 00:29:19,240 --> 00:29:21,414 who's gonna be a genius chef. 535 00:29:21,518 --> 00:29:23,865 - Yeah! - Whoo! 536 00:29:23,969 --> 00:29:26,005 - Oh, my God. - Another round! 537 00:29:26,109 --> 00:29:27,593 Oh, God, I shouldn't. 538 00:29:27,696 --> 00:29:29,215 - Yeah! - Yeah! 539 00:29:30,389 --> 00:29:31,942 - Whoo! - Oh, my God. 540 00:29:32,046 --> 00:29:34,565 I feel like history doesn't even happen anymore. 541 00:29:34,669 --> 00:29:36,602 Yes. Yes. 100%. 542 00:29:36,705 --> 00:29:38,397 Wait, wait. Let's pause for a second. 543 00:29:38,500 --> 00:29:39,950 Let's figure out what the fuck you guys are talking about. 544 00:29:40,054 --> 00:29:41,227 'Cause I'm confused. - That's so big. 545 00:29:41,331 --> 00:29:42,159 Because I am... 546 00:29:42,263 --> 00:29:43,816 What are you talking about? 547 00:29:45,887 --> 00:29:49,615 ♪ You know just how to break me down ♪ 548 00:29:49,718 --> 00:29:53,239 ♪ You're talking in my face 549 00:29:53,343 --> 00:29:57,105 ♪ But I can hardly hear the sound ♪ 550 00:29:57,209 --> 00:30:03,871 ♪ You make me wanna burn, burn, burn this city to the ground ♪ 551 00:30:05,010 --> 00:30:06,770 ♪ You make me wanna... 552 00:30:10,809 --> 00:30:12,983 - Oh, shit. - Oh, look at this fucking guy. 553 00:30:13,087 --> 00:30:15,089 Are you good? - Oh, yeah. 554 00:30:15,192 --> 00:30:17,505 - Okay, let me go. Let me go. - No, we... 555 00:30:17,608 --> 00:30:18,989 - Heyyy! - Okay, okay. 556 00:30:19,093 --> 00:30:20,439 Where are we going? Where are we going? 557 00:30:20,542 --> 00:30:21,612 Um, tacos! 558 00:30:21,716 --> 00:30:23,442 No. We have to go home. 559 00:30:23,545 --> 00:30:24,581 No! Tacos! 560 00:30:24,684 --> 00:30:26,617 - You said tacos. - Carnitas! 561 00:30:26,721 --> 00:30:27,653 - Yes! - Carnitas! 562 00:30:27,756 --> 00:30:28,930 - Yes! - Queso! 563 00:30:29,034 --> 00:30:30,725 - Yes! Queso! - Yeah. 564 00:31:11,352 --> 00:31:12,422 Shit! 565 00:31:12,525 --> 00:31:14,838 Mmph. What's going on? 566 00:31:14,942 --> 00:31:17,151 - Oh, shit. - Harper? 567 00:31:21,396 --> 00:31:22,466 Harp? 568 00:31:26,919 --> 00:31:28,610 Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck! 569 00:31:42,210 --> 00:31:43,902 - Okay. - Thank you. 570 00:31:50,632 --> 00:31:52,186 I'm sorry I'm late, Chef. I got stuck in-- 571 00:31:52,289 --> 00:31:54,015 I don't care. You're fired. 572 00:31:59,883 --> 00:32:02,230 Hey. I'm serious. Go home! 573 00:32:14,346 --> 00:32:15,623 No, no. 574 00:32:15,726 --> 00:32:18,591 Grab a broom, start sweeping the prep stations. 575 00:32:18,695 --> 00:32:20,076 But he just fired me. 576 00:32:20,179 --> 00:32:22,423 Just put this on and don't look at him. 577 00:32:42,546 --> 00:32:44,203 Hands! 578 00:32:47,862 --> 00:32:49,691 Fire two duck, two salmon. 579 00:32:49,795 --> 00:32:51,900 Two salmon, two duck. Yes, Chef. 580 00:33:04,292 --> 00:33:11,265 Now we have five VIP on 2122. 581 00:33:11,368 --> 00:33:13,612 Hey. Where are your bell peppers? 582 00:33:13,715 --> 00:33:14,889 I'm all out, Chef. 583 00:33:14,993 --> 00:33:16,442 We're in the middle of service. 584 00:33:16,546 --> 00:33:17,754 What do you mean you're out of bell peppers? 585 00:33:17,857 --> 00:33:18,893 I'm sorry, Chef. 586 00:33:18,997 --> 00:33:20,412 Hey, you! Chili's! 587 00:33:20,515 --> 00:33:23,484 I need a pint of bell pepper brunoise-- now! 588 00:33:27,626 --> 00:33:30,008 - Need those bell peppers! - Coming up! 589 00:33:30,111 --> 00:33:32,320 - You're falling behind, Harper. - Sorry, Chef. 590 00:33:35,151 --> 00:33:36,807 No, no. Like this. 591 00:33:36,911 --> 00:33:38,809 Grip here. One motion. 592 00:33:38,913 --> 00:33:41,088 Why are you in my kitchen if you don't know how to use a knife? 593 00:33:41,191 --> 00:33:42,537 Sorry, Chef. 594 00:33:44,781 --> 00:33:46,231 Faster. 595 00:33:47,991 --> 00:33:50,269 Nope. There's a seed. Go again. 596 00:33:50,373 --> 00:33:51,960 Waiting on those bell peppers! 597 00:33:52,064 --> 00:33:53,721 Let's go! 598 00:33:53,824 --> 00:33:55,516 Faster, Harper. Faster! 599 00:33:55,619 --> 00:33:56,827 Yes, Chef. 600 00:33:59,382 --> 00:34:02,143 It's okay, it's okay. 601 00:34:04,352 --> 00:34:06,665 Ugh! I'm such a fucking failure. 602 00:34:06,768 --> 00:34:08,184 No. 603 00:34:08,287 --> 00:34:10,393 No, you're not. 604 00:34:10,496 --> 00:34:12,705 Yeah, I am. 605 00:34:12,809 --> 00:34:14,776 I thought I was fired. 606 00:34:15,846 --> 00:34:18,194 Can't believe I showed up late like that. 607 00:34:20,230 --> 00:34:21,714 What the fuck was I thinking? 608 00:34:21,818 --> 00:34:23,751 It's okay. 609 00:34:23,854 --> 00:34:24,890 Harper. - No, it's not. 610 00:34:24,993 --> 00:34:26,512 I promise it's gonna be fine. 611 00:34:26,616 --> 00:34:28,066 It's not fine. 612 00:34:29,308 --> 00:34:31,172 I can't blow this. 613 00:34:33,968 --> 00:34:35,866 I need to get serious. 614 00:34:39,732 --> 00:34:41,424 We should get serious. 615 00:34:44,185 --> 00:34:45,635 Would you do that? 616 00:34:48,569 --> 00:34:49,639 Yeah. 617 00:34:49,742 --> 00:34:51,503 Yeah, if that's what you want. Yeah. 618 00:34:51,606 --> 00:34:54,299 Like, go out less, cut back on drinking? 619 00:34:56,749 --> 00:34:58,993 I'm serious. 620 00:34:59,097 --> 00:35:00,201 - Me, too. - Yeah? 621 00:35:00,305 --> 00:35:02,479 - Yes. - You'll do that with me? 622 00:35:02,583 --> 00:35:04,895 Harper, yes. 623 00:35:06,725 --> 00:35:08,382 I'd do anything for you. 624 00:35:22,948 --> 00:35:26,676 Sometimes I wonder if everything I remember is wrong. 625 00:35:29,057 --> 00:35:30,714 If everything was different. 626 00:35:43,244 --> 00:35:45,453 I would do anything for you. 627 00:35:46,765 --> 00:35:50,734 Mwah, mwah! - Oh, Charlie! Charlie! 628 00:35:50,838 --> 00:35:52,460 And the truth is somewhere between 629 00:35:52,564 --> 00:35:56,292 the things that happened and the memories I have. 630 00:35:59,053 --> 00:36:00,572 Or the memories I have 631 00:36:00,675 --> 00:36:02,746 and the order that they occurred. 632 00:36:04,748 --> 00:36:06,750 Harper showed me this thing once. 633 00:36:08,718 --> 00:36:10,582 She had a hard time reading when she was young, 634 00:36:10,685 --> 00:36:11,962 until an English teacher figured out 635 00:36:12,066 --> 00:36:14,655 that she was dyslexic. 636 00:36:14,758 --> 00:36:16,346 Read this. 637 00:36:17,416 --> 00:36:19,522 - Just-- just read it? - Mm-hmm. Out loud. 638 00:36:19,625 --> 00:36:21,834 Okay. Okay. 639 00:36:21,938 --> 00:36:23,629 "As long as a word..." 640 00:36:23,733 --> 00:36:25,459 She showed me that as long as the word includes 641 00:36:25,562 --> 00:36:27,357 the right first and last letters, 642 00:36:27,461 --> 00:36:29,428 you can pretty much scramble every letter in between 643 00:36:29,532 --> 00:36:31,741 and still understand the meaning. 644 00:36:33,087 --> 00:36:35,089 I think about that a lot, 645 00:36:35,193 --> 00:36:36,953 looking back at the relationship. 646 00:36:38,403 --> 00:36:40,439 I know how it started. 647 00:36:41,958 --> 00:36:43,753 I know how it ends. 648 00:36:44,857 --> 00:36:47,170 But when I think about the middle... 649 00:36:47,274 --> 00:36:49,034 everything is scrambled. 650 00:37:22,585 --> 00:37:24,932 I don't think your dad likes me. 651 00:37:26,382 --> 00:37:28,660 - Why? - I don't know. 652 00:37:30,006 --> 00:37:31,732 I think that... 653 00:37:31,835 --> 00:37:35,391 he thinks that I'm the reason you're not going to school. 654 00:37:35,494 --> 00:37:37,772 I decided that before we got together. 655 00:37:37,876 --> 00:37:39,395 I know, but... 656 00:37:42,260 --> 00:37:44,814 I don't know, I just... 657 00:37:44,917 --> 00:37:47,472 ...feel like I embody all the reasons 658 00:37:47,575 --> 00:37:49,128 that you're not going. 659 00:37:49,232 --> 00:37:51,027 To him, like... 660 00:37:52,649 --> 00:37:55,065 ...I'm all the mistakes you've ever made. 661 00:37:56,032 --> 00:37:58,345 Ow! - You're not a mistake. 662 00:38:02,141 --> 00:38:03,591 I want to tell him, "Don't worry. 663 00:38:03,695 --> 00:38:07,630 She'll be back. She's just on vacation." 664 00:38:20,332 --> 00:38:21,885 What does that mean? 665 00:38:24,232 --> 00:38:27,063 - What? - I'm on vacation? 666 00:38:30,273 --> 00:38:33,449 Just when you move to New Orleans. 667 00:38:33,552 --> 00:38:35,796 He won't have to see me again after that. 668 00:39:03,375 --> 00:39:05,619 You could come with me. 669 00:39:08,346 --> 00:39:09,899 Hi! 670 00:39:19,287 --> 00:39:21,117 Thanks for having us. 671 00:39:21,220 --> 00:39:22,705 Charlie! 672 00:39:33,405 --> 00:39:35,303 What acid did you use in this? 673 00:39:35,407 --> 00:39:37,271 Yuzu with aji chili. 674 00:39:47,177 --> 00:39:50,284 Mm, don't believe everything she's told you. 675 00:39:50,388 --> 00:39:51,768 I promise I'm not that bad. 676 00:39:51,872 --> 00:39:53,114 - Oh! - No, no. 677 00:39:53,218 --> 00:39:55,565 No, no. She loves you guys. 678 00:39:55,669 --> 00:39:57,118 Charlie, are these all your books? 679 00:39:57,222 --> 00:39:58,257 I can't get over your bookshelf. 680 00:39:58,361 --> 00:39:59,880 Oh, yeah. 681 00:39:59,983 --> 00:40:01,329 Chef and Claire went to Princeton. 682 00:40:01,433 --> 00:40:02,848 Claire majored in English. 683 00:40:02,952 --> 00:40:04,263 Comparative literature, but, um... 684 00:40:04,367 --> 00:40:05,679 It's super close. Same thing. 685 00:40:05,782 --> 00:40:07,543 - Literature. Yeah. - Okay. 686 00:40:07,646 --> 00:40:09,683 Yeah, I-I noticed your tattoo. 687 00:40:09,786 --> 00:40:12,375 Is that a madeleine and teacup? - Yeah. 688 00:40:12,479 --> 00:40:14,101 From "Swann's Way"? 689 00:40:14,204 --> 00:40:16,206 Yeah, exactly. Wow. 690 00:40:16,310 --> 00:40:17,898 Yeah, she's been-- no kidding-- 691 00:40:18,001 --> 00:40:20,038 waiting 20 years for someone to get that reference. 692 00:40:22,178 --> 00:40:23,490 What do you do, Charlie? 693 00:40:23,593 --> 00:40:25,492 Um, I work at a print shop. 694 00:40:25,595 --> 00:40:28,633 Mm. Like, um... Like books? 695 00:40:28,736 --> 00:40:30,497 Like publishing? - Oh, uh, no. 696 00:40:30,600 --> 00:40:32,602 Like, um, T-shirts. 697 00:40:32,706 --> 00:40:34,811 Oh. Very cool. 698 00:40:34,915 --> 00:40:37,573 Yeah, but that-- that's obviously not the forever job. 699 00:40:37,676 --> 00:40:40,610 Charlie is seriously the smartest person on the planet. 700 00:40:40,714 --> 00:40:42,750 He's been thinking about going back to school recently. 701 00:40:42,854 --> 00:40:45,270 Well, what are you thinking about studying? 702 00:40:45,373 --> 00:40:47,030 Um, yeah, I-I don't know. 703 00:40:47,134 --> 00:40:50,862 I-- I'm still kind of... still figuring all that out, but... 704 00:40:50,965 --> 00:40:53,002 Hey, in the meantime, at least you've got someone 705 00:40:53,105 --> 00:40:55,522 you can talk "Prowst" with, you know? 706 00:40:55,625 --> 00:40:56,833 It's "Proust." 707 00:40:56,937 --> 00:40:58,110 Are we sure? 708 00:40:58,214 --> 00:41:00,009 I think so. I think so. 709 00:41:27,105 --> 00:41:28,209 Hey, Charlie! 710 00:41:31,799 --> 00:41:34,181 Come on, have a seat for me. 711 00:41:34,284 --> 00:41:35,803 What's up, Randy? 712 00:41:38,703 --> 00:41:40,428 I wanted to let you know 713 00:41:40,532 --> 00:41:43,846 that I'm giving the manager's job to Eric. 714 00:41:43,949 --> 00:41:47,470 I know he hasn't been here as long, and he's a bit younger. 715 00:41:47,574 --> 00:41:49,368 You don't have to... 716 00:41:49,472 --> 00:41:50,922 I get it. 717 00:41:55,271 --> 00:41:57,066 You know why, right? 718 00:42:08,940 --> 00:42:10,148 Charlie... 719 00:42:11,701 --> 00:42:15,394 I've been sober for 20 years. 720 00:42:15,498 --> 00:42:19,467 So, if you ever just want to talk, or... 721 00:42:19,571 --> 00:42:21,331 You don't have to... 722 00:42:21,435 --> 00:42:22,919 It's just at close, 723 00:42:23,023 --> 00:42:25,059 you know, some guys have some beers... 724 00:42:25,163 --> 00:42:27,855 I know. I know. 725 00:42:31,100 --> 00:42:34,241 Sometimes it's before close, too, though, right? 726 00:42:41,731 --> 00:42:43,699 I really like you, Charlie. 727 00:42:44,803 --> 00:42:46,978 I mean, you're a really great kid. 728 00:42:49,808 --> 00:42:51,983 Just not a very good man, though, right? 729 00:42:55,193 --> 00:42:56,643 Not yet. 730 00:43:14,971 --> 00:43:16,421 This is kind of a cool one. 731 00:43:16,524 --> 00:43:18,596 Grant writing. - Yeah. 732 00:43:18,699 --> 00:43:20,114 Says you need an understanding of systems 733 00:43:20,218 --> 00:43:23,186 and a strong command of language. 734 00:43:23,290 --> 00:43:25,361 Feels like you. - Yeah. 735 00:43:25,464 --> 00:43:27,846 What do you think? 736 00:43:27,950 --> 00:43:29,365 Um... 737 00:43:29,468 --> 00:43:31,885 Grant writing doesn't sound that interesting to me, but... 738 00:43:31,988 --> 00:43:33,680 No, I just mean, in general, 739 00:43:33,783 --> 00:43:35,543 like, taking classes you areinterested in. 740 00:43:35,647 --> 00:43:37,649 Yeah. Yeah. 741 00:43:40,272 --> 00:43:43,241 Okay, well, the deadline's Friday. 742 00:43:43,344 --> 00:43:45,450 You need to renew your license so you can prove residency. 743 00:43:45,553 --> 00:43:47,417 Yeah, I'm gonna do that. 744 00:43:48,660 --> 00:43:50,006 Hi. How are we? 745 00:43:50,110 --> 00:43:52,146 Good. Um... 746 00:43:52,250 --> 00:43:53,492 Ready to order? 747 00:43:53,596 --> 00:43:57,255 Yeah. We're gonna do two miso soups. 748 00:43:57,358 --> 00:43:58,705 The Kinoki Itame. 749 00:43:58,808 --> 00:44:00,430 The Torotaku roll. 750 00:44:00,534 --> 00:44:03,537 Hamachi. Albacore. 751 00:44:03,641 --> 00:44:05,435 Tai Yuzu... 752 00:44:06,540 --> 00:44:08,128 Yeah. That's it. 753 00:44:09,405 --> 00:44:10,889 She knows how to order. 754 00:44:10,993 --> 00:44:12,719 Yeah. 755 00:44:12,822 --> 00:44:14,272 And to drink? 756 00:44:14,375 --> 00:44:16,654 Just water for me. 757 00:44:16,757 --> 00:44:19,967 Um, Sapporo. The big one. 758 00:44:21,279 --> 00:44:23,522 Big Sapporo. Got it. 759 00:44:23,626 --> 00:44:25,524 I'll be right back. - Thank you. 760 00:44:25,628 --> 00:44:26,802 Thanks. 761 00:44:36,743 --> 00:44:38,606 - So, you'll do that? - Mm? 762 00:44:38,710 --> 00:44:40,608 - Renew your license. - Yeah. 763 00:44:40,712 --> 00:44:41,782 I can go to the DMV with you. 764 00:44:41,886 --> 00:44:43,957 - No, I got it. - Okay. 765 00:44:44,060 --> 00:44:45,268 It's just, you got to go in the next couple of days or-- 766 00:44:45,372 --> 00:44:48,271 Harper, I just said I'd go. Like... 767 00:44:48,375 --> 00:44:49,756 - Sorry. - Why are you...? 768 00:44:49,859 --> 00:44:52,034 Y-You know? - Yeah. 769 00:44:53,829 --> 00:44:57,177 Here we are. Big Sapporo. 770 00:44:59,317 --> 00:45:00,905 Why community college? 771 00:45:01,008 --> 00:45:03,355 Didn't you get like a perfect score on your SATs? 772 00:45:03,459 --> 00:45:04,771 Why not like a real college? 773 00:45:04,874 --> 00:45:06,427 I didn't get a perfect score. 774 00:45:06,531 --> 00:45:08,636 Well you did better than David, and he went to Tulane. 775 00:45:08,740 --> 00:45:11,639 Right, well, okay, I think it's cool you're doing this. 776 00:45:11,743 --> 00:45:13,572 I don't know if I am. 777 00:45:13,676 --> 00:45:15,505 Like, this is kind of Harper's thing. 778 00:45:15,609 --> 00:45:18,888 Why isn't Harper's thing for you to go to a real college? 779 00:45:18,992 --> 00:45:21,511 Dude. You went to a community college. 780 00:45:21,615 --> 00:45:22,858 That's what I'm saying. 781 00:45:22,961 --> 00:45:24,238 They let anybody in community college. 782 00:45:24,342 --> 00:45:25,826 Why can't you just be supportive? 783 00:45:25,930 --> 00:45:27,345 I'm saying he's... I'm being supportive. 784 00:45:27,448 --> 00:45:28,898 I'm just saying that he's smart. - Be supportive, 785 00:45:29,002 --> 00:45:30,624 less of a dick. - Look, it doesn't matter. 786 00:45:30,728 --> 00:45:32,902 Like, I don't think I'm gonna go. 787 00:45:34,110 --> 00:45:35,456 Why? 788 00:45:36,492 --> 00:45:38,114 Because I... 789 00:45:38,908 --> 00:45:41,324 I always said I wasn't gonna go. 790 00:45:41,428 --> 00:45:43,810 I don't know why Harper suddenly, like... 791 00:45:44,845 --> 00:45:47,296 Look, I always said I wasn't gonna go. 792 00:45:47,399 --> 00:45:48,746 So... 793 00:45:49,677 --> 00:45:52,059 Then why'd you take the SATs, bro? 794 00:45:53,958 --> 00:45:55,373 To show he's smarter than you. 795 00:45:55,476 --> 00:45:56,857 Shut the fuck up. 796 00:46:46,113 --> 00:46:50,704 ♪ And the shark has pretty teeth, dear ♪ 797 00:46:50,808 --> 00:46:52,982 - Hey. - Hey. 798 00:46:54,742 --> 00:46:56,365 How was your day? 799 00:46:57,435 --> 00:46:58,816 It was good. 800 00:47:00,507 --> 00:47:05,339 ♪ Just a jackknife has Mac Heath, dear ♪ 801 00:47:05,443 --> 00:47:07,652 - What's this? - Scotch. 802 00:47:07,755 --> 00:47:09,792 Brian got it for us. 803 00:47:09,896 --> 00:47:11,932 Apparently, it's a nice bottle. 804 00:47:12,036 --> 00:47:14,866 How does Brian afford these weird hobbies? 805 00:47:14,970 --> 00:47:16,937 I don't know. 806 00:47:17,041 --> 00:47:19,008 His dad has money. 807 00:47:19,112 --> 00:47:21,079 Well, must be nice. 808 00:47:26,705 --> 00:47:28,431 Your dad has money. 809 00:47:31,745 --> 00:47:36,060 Yeah, but not like "buy a $200 bottle of scotch" money. 810 00:47:39,580 --> 00:47:42,273 He said he'd give you a down payment for a house. 811 00:47:44,102 --> 00:47:45,552 That's different. 812 00:47:48,417 --> 00:47:49,521 Yeah. 813 00:47:50,729 --> 00:47:52,248 It is. 814 00:47:54,802 --> 00:47:56,011 Work was fine, by the way. 815 00:47:56,114 --> 00:47:58,772 How was work? 816 00:48:18,619 --> 00:48:21,553 I meant it's different because it's an investment. 817 00:48:22,658 --> 00:48:25,903 Yeah. I know what you meant. 818 00:48:32,150 --> 00:48:34,152 Did you go to the DMV today? 819 00:48:38,743 --> 00:48:41,919 Why'd you say that the other night? 820 00:48:42,022 --> 00:48:44,266 About the print shop not being my forever job, 821 00:48:44,369 --> 00:48:46,958 how I'm thinking about going back to school. 822 00:48:47,683 --> 00:48:51,342 Because you arethinking about going back to school. 823 00:48:51,445 --> 00:48:52,930 What do you mean? 824 00:48:53,896 --> 00:48:55,967 It's just the way that you said it. 825 00:48:59,626 --> 00:49:02,111 You really don't know what I'm talking about? 826 00:49:03,664 --> 00:49:05,114 No. 827 00:49:07,737 --> 00:49:09,394 It was embarrassing. 828 00:49:11,293 --> 00:49:13,640 Okay, well, I'm sorry I embarrassed you. 829 00:49:16,194 --> 00:49:18,541 No, it was embarrassing for you. 830 00:49:18,645 --> 00:49:21,199 It was transparent, just how important it is to you 831 00:49:21,303 --> 00:49:23,684 that I be seen a certain way. 832 00:49:24,237 --> 00:49:25,341 Yeah, I don't want you to go to school 833 00:49:25,445 --> 00:49:27,378 because it's important to me. 834 00:49:27,481 --> 00:49:29,069 I want you to go to school because I think 835 00:49:29,173 --> 00:49:30,760 you're unhappy right now. 836 00:49:37,767 --> 00:49:39,666 Do you know what tautology means? 837 00:49:43,670 --> 00:49:44,740 No. 838 00:49:48,468 --> 00:49:51,091 The answer is no. 839 00:49:52,610 --> 00:49:54,301 I didn't go to the DMV. 840 00:50:09,661 --> 00:50:12,112 When did this become a chore for you? 841 00:50:13,665 --> 00:50:16,116 I don't know, Harper. 842 00:50:16,220 --> 00:50:19,050 You said you wanted to get a degree. 843 00:50:19,154 --> 00:50:20,948 Not really. 844 00:50:21,052 --> 00:50:24,193 You asked me once in this kind of abstract, theoretical way 845 00:50:24,297 --> 00:50:26,023 if I wanted to get a degree, 846 00:50:26,126 --> 00:50:27,714 and then you just dove into the internet 847 00:50:27,817 --> 00:50:29,198 and started sending me emails 848 00:50:29,302 --> 00:50:31,097 and course schedules... - Hold on. 849 00:50:31,200 --> 00:50:33,099 Wait a minute. - ...and fucking to-do lists. 850 00:50:33,202 --> 00:50:34,514 That's not how this started. 851 00:50:34,617 --> 00:50:36,619 You talked about wanting to do stuff, 852 00:50:36,723 --> 00:50:38,794 like your-- like your magazine, your quarterly. 853 00:50:38,897 --> 00:50:40,830 - That was your idea. - Or like that coding camp thing. 854 00:50:40,934 --> 00:50:42,694 That was David's idea. I didn't say anything about it. 855 00:50:42,798 --> 00:50:44,558 Yeah, but he talked about it for you, though. 856 00:50:44,662 --> 00:50:46,077 You seemed interested. 857 00:50:46,181 --> 00:50:47,872 Harper, what do I know about coding? 858 00:50:47,975 --> 00:50:49,460 Well, nothing yet. 859 00:50:49,563 --> 00:50:52,325 But you're smart. You know stuff. You can learn. 860 00:50:52,428 --> 00:50:55,500 You know what fucking sine and cosine means. 861 00:50:55,604 --> 00:50:58,710 Okay, and what does that have to do with anything? 862 00:50:58,814 --> 00:51:00,471 What are you talking about? - I'm just saying. 863 00:51:00,574 --> 00:51:02,680 You know stuff. You're smart. 864 00:51:02,783 --> 00:51:04,923 Okay, and what? Like, why can't I just be smart? 865 00:51:05,027 --> 00:51:06,753 Like, why can't I just be a smart person 866 00:51:06,856 --> 00:51:09,066 with the job that I have and the life that I live? 867 00:51:09,169 --> 00:51:10,515 Like, what is this need for more? 868 00:51:10,619 --> 00:51:12,345 - It's not a need for more. - Do you think 869 00:51:12,448 --> 00:51:13,656 me having some kind of desk job will make you happy? 870 00:51:13,760 --> 00:51:14,761 It's not a need for more. 871 00:51:14,864 --> 00:51:16,142 It's about having some ambition. 872 00:51:16,245 --> 00:51:18,144 Ambition for what, Harper? 873 00:51:18,247 --> 00:51:19,628 I don't know. 874 00:51:23,942 --> 00:51:26,255 Not ambition, then. 875 00:51:26,359 --> 00:51:28,740 You're uninspired. You're-- You're sad. 876 00:51:28,844 --> 00:51:30,294 I'm not... 877 00:51:32,917 --> 00:51:35,747 Look, I can't, okay? I-I can't do this one again. 878 00:51:35,851 --> 00:51:37,404 Okay? Please. 879 00:51:41,270 --> 00:51:42,823 Fine. 880 00:52:01,152 --> 00:52:03,154 Actually, you know what? 881 00:52:03,879 --> 00:52:07,434 It's not fine, because you did want to make a change. 882 00:52:07,538 --> 00:52:09,436 After my first night at Mise, you said you did. 883 00:52:09,540 --> 00:52:12,577 I do. I just want it to be on my terms. 884 00:52:12,681 --> 00:52:15,062 But you don't do anything, though! 885 00:52:15,166 --> 00:52:17,237 Like, what is wrong with me trying to help you get unstuck? 886 00:52:17,341 --> 00:52:18,963 Because it's about you! 887 00:52:19,066 --> 00:52:20,447 - What? - It's not about me. 888 00:52:20,551 --> 00:52:22,380 It's about you turning me into the person 889 00:52:22,484 --> 00:52:24,037 that you want me to be. - No, no. 890 00:52:24,141 --> 00:52:26,798 You having an ID isn't about me turning you into anyone. 891 00:52:26,902 --> 00:52:29,836 You need an ID, Charlie. You need to be a person. 892 00:52:29,939 --> 00:52:31,734 A person who can board a fucking airplane! 893 00:52:31,838 --> 00:52:33,322 I'm not gonna sit here and listen to you 894 00:52:33,426 --> 00:52:35,048 tick off all the reasons that you hate me. 895 00:52:35,152 --> 00:52:36,394 You know what, you need to fix your phone when it breaks, 896 00:52:36,498 --> 00:52:38,293 and not use mine to call Brian 897 00:52:38,396 --> 00:52:40,018 or get directions to your fucking coke dealer. 898 00:52:40,122 --> 00:52:41,951 Oh, my God. Like you don't blow a bag 899 00:52:42,055 --> 00:52:42,987 with half the kitchen at Mise. 900 00:52:43,090 --> 00:52:44,575 - It's different. - How? 901 00:52:44,678 --> 00:52:46,577 How is doing drugs different than doing drugs? 902 00:52:46,680 --> 00:52:48,648 Because I don't have a fucking coke dealer! 903 00:52:48,751 --> 00:52:50,857 That's the difference! - Oh, my God. 904 00:52:56,587 --> 00:52:58,830 You know I love your dad, and I know your mom has 905 00:52:58,934 --> 00:53:00,315 a good heart. - What the fuck are they doing in this conversation? 906 00:53:00,418 --> 00:53:01,764 But you can't tell me, looking at them, 907 00:53:01,868 --> 00:53:03,318 that you're not aware of some predisposition 908 00:53:03,421 --> 00:53:04,698 to alcohol and depression. 909 00:53:04,802 --> 00:53:06,148 That's right. That's the shit, Harper. 910 00:53:06,252 --> 00:53:07,460 That's right. I'm a piece of shit. 911 00:53:07,563 --> 00:53:09,427 I'm always gonna be a piece of shit. 912 00:53:09,531 --> 00:53:10,911 - No, that's not what I'm saying. - That's who I've always been. 913 00:53:11,015 --> 00:53:11,947 You know I predicted this, right? 914 00:53:12,050 --> 00:53:13,155 What? 915 00:53:13,259 --> 00:53:14,708 That last night before we moved, 916 00:53:14,812 --> 00:53:16,469 you parked your U-Haul in front of my house, 917 00:53:16,572 --> 00:53:18,747 and you asked me why I wasn't coming with you, 918 00:53:18,850 --> 00:53:20,266 and this was my answer. 919 00:53:20,369 --> 00:53:21,991 I told you this would happen. 920 00:53:22,095 --> 00:53:23,441 And I said it nicely then, 921 00:53:23,545 --> 00:53:25,443 but it's actually really fucking ugly. 922 00:53:25,547 --> 00:53:27,583 You fell in love with me because I lived in a trailer park while 923 00:53:27,687 --> 00:53:29,551 you were going through your "fuck you, Mom and Dad" phase. 924 00:53:29,654 --> 00:53:31,069 You got this whole thing in your head to hide yourself 925 00:53:31,173 --> 00:53:32,485 from how fucking miserable you are! 926 00:53:32,588 --> 00:53:34,176 But you're always gonna want their approval. 927 00:53:34,280 --> 00:53:35,419 You are always gonna try and turn me into someone 928 00:53:35,522 --> 00:53:37,317 that they'd accept. 929 00:53:37,421 --> 00:53:39,526 You want me to change because you want me to change. 930 00:53:39,630 --> 00:53:41,701 That's what tautology means, by the way. 931 00:53:41,804 --> 00:53:44,324 So don't give me your fucking bullshit about me being sad. 932 00:53:44,428 --> 00:53:45,774 But you are sad, though! 933 00:53:45,877 --> 00:53:48,363 I'm sad because my girlfriend doesn't love me. 934 00:53:48,466 --> 00:53:49,778 This is who I am. 935 00:53:49,881 --> 00:53:51,469 Either remember it or fucking leave me. 936 00:53:51,573 --> 00:53:53,264 Yeah, I should fucking leave you. 937 00:53:53,368 --> 00:53:54,817 I am done with this conversation. 938 00:53:54,921 --> 00:53:56,647 You mope around all day with zero purpose. 939 00:53:56,750 --> 00:53:58,476 - I'm done, Harper! - You drink all night. 940 00:53:58,580 --> 00:54:00,789 And you can't fuck me unless you've had at least four beers, 941 00:54:00,892 --> 00:54:02,687 but not more than seven... - Shut the fuck up! 942 00:54:02,791 --> 00:54:05,449 ...'cause then you can't get hard! You're pathetic! 943 00:54:05,552 --> 00:54:12,110 ♪ Someone's sneaking 'round the corner ♪ 944 00:54:12,214 --> 00:54:17,909 ♪ Is that someone Mack the Knife? ♪ 945 00:54:27,367 --> 00:54:29,990 It's like he can't see how stuck he is. 946 00:54:30,094 --> 00:54:32,372 Have you guys talked about taking a break? 947 00:54:32,476 --> 00:54:34,788 No. God. If I even brought that up... 948 00:54:36,445 --> 00:54:38,620 I don't know what to do. 949 00:54:38,723 --> 00:54:39,966 What? 950 00:54:40,069 --> 00:54:42,071 I just don't know what to do. 951 00:54:42,175 --> 00:54:43,418 Sorry. It's so loud in here. 952 00:54:43,521 --> 00:54:45,696 I said I don't know what to do. 953 00:54:47,870 --> 00:54:49,424 Oh. 954 00:54:49,527 --> 00:54:51,184 Oh. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 955 00:54:51,288 --> 00:54:52,565 Now I'm that girl. 956 00:54:52,668 --> 00:54:55,464 No, Harper. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 957 00:54:55,568 --> 00:54:57,777 It's just have fun and dance tonight, 958 00:54:57,880 --> 00:54:59,813 and then we can figure out Charlie next year. 959 00:54:59,917 --> 00:55:01,090 - Yeah? - Yes. 960 00:55:01,194 --> 00:55:02,954 Yes. That's my girl. 961 00:55:04,370 --> 00:55:05,578 Ugh! 962 00:55:06,579 --> 00:55:08,753 These are all matches? 963 00:55:09,858 --> 00:55:11,791 Is this how you met the firefighter? 964 00:55:13,068 --> 00:55:14,863 He wasn't a firefighter. 965 00:55:14,966 --> 00:55:17,555 He just wore that hat in the picture. 966 00:55:23,906 --> 00:55:26,426 - What's this called again? - Tinder. 967 00:55:37,230 --> 00:55:43,029 ♪ You're perfectly okay 968 00:55:43,132 --> 00:55:46,757 ♪ Waiting for the good life 969 00:55:46,860 --> 00:55:50,588 ♪ We should talk all night 970 00:55:50,692 --> 00:55:54,351 ♪ Waiting for the perfect sign 971 00:55:54,454 --> 00:55:58,147 ♪ Recognize we'll get it right 972 00:55:58,251 --> 00:56:01,254 ♪ Get it right this time 973 00:56:01,358 --> 00:56:05,223 ♪ We'll get it right, you and I ♪ 974 00:56:05,327 --> 00:56:08,675 ♪ We'll get it right this time 975 00:56:08,779 --> 00:56:12,645 ♪ We'll get it right, you and I ♪ 976 00:56:24,415 --> 00:56:27,487 It's about that time, y'all! 977 00:56:31,388 --> 00:56:33,010 ♪ We'll get it right 978 00:56:33,113 --> 00:56:34,736 ...eight, seven... 979 00:56:34,839 --> 00:56:38,360 ♪ Get it right this time 980 00:56:38,464 --> 00:56:41,259 ...three, two, one! 981 00:56:41,363 --> 00:56:44,539 Happy New Year! 982 00:56:46,092 --> 00:56:48,508 I remember my first night with Charlie. 983 00:56:48,612 --> 00:56:49,958 Okay, I have to, like, 984 00:56:50,061 --> 00:56:51,822 fully grab your ass to make this work. 985 00:56:51,925 --> 00:56:53,306 Okay. This was your plan all along. 986 00:56:53,410 --> 00:56:54,687 No! 987 00:56:54,790 --> 00:56:56,620 "Having a Coke with You," by Frank O'Hara. 988 00:56:56,723 --> 00:56:59,070 "Even more fun than going to San Sebastian, Irún..." 989 00:56:59,174 --> 00:57:01,348 Sorry, it sounds better in my head when I imagine myself 990 00:57:01,452 --> 00:57:02,971 pronouncing all these words right. 991 00:57:03,074 --> 00:57:06,595 He was so nervous. It was kind of messy. 992 00:57:09,840 --> 00:57:11,980 Oh, sorry. It's okay. 993 00:57:12,083 --> 00:57:13,395 - Sorry. - It's okay. 994 00:57:13,499 --> 00:57:15,639 But I don't know... 995 00:57:15,742 --> 00:57:17,434 It was nice somehow. 996 00:57:29,031 --> 00:57:32,103 I remember he had all these books in his room. 997 00:57:33,277 --> 00:57:37,108 And they were all so worn and scribbled in. 998 00:57:37,695 --> 00:57:39,317 Like, he didn't just have them-- 999 00:57:39,421 --> 00:57:42,182 He loved them. He devoured them. 1000 00:57:44,012 --> 00:57:47,636 I wanted so bad to be his, the way those books were his. 1001 00:57:49,017 --> 00:57:52,227 But now I wonder if that was possible. 1002 00:57:52,330 --> 00:57:55,057 If those books were like that because he loved them... 1003 00:57:56,300 --> 00:57:59,061 ...or if they were ripped and worn and stained 1004 00:57:59,165 --> 00:58:02,996 because that's who he is and who he wants to be. 1005 00:58:17,804 --> 00:58:19,703 So, this is it, huh? 1006 00:58:21,394 --> 00:58:22,429 This is it. 1007 00:58:31,853 --> 00:58:33,475 When do you have to leave by? 1008 00:58:41,172 --> 00:58:43,589 Look, I'm not gonna ask you to do 1009 00:58:43,692 --> 00:58:45,901 what you've already told me so many times you won't, 1010 00:58:46,005 --> 00:58:47,213 but... 1011 00:58:49,353 --> 00:58:51,320 ...can you at least tell me why? 1012 00:58:52,874 --> 00:58:54,807 Why won't you come with me? 1013 00:58:58,742 --> 00:59:00,813 Like, yeah, David's already there. 1014 00:59:00,916 --> 00:59:02,331 - I know, I know. - And Brian. 1015 00:59:02,435 --> 00:59:03,505 It's not like it'd just be for me. 1016 00:59:03,609 --> 00:59:05,611 It's not that. It's, um... 1017 00:59:09,131 --> 00:59:10,236 It's like... 1018 00:59:12,859 --> 00:59:15,137 You're going to this place 1019 00:59:15,241 --> 00:59:19,556 and you're gonna do all these incredible things 1020 00:59:19,659 --> 00:59:24,353 because you're so talented and ambitious. 1021 00:59:28,426 --> 00:59:30,256 But I'm gonna be staying right here. 1022 00:59:33,328 --> 00:59:38,195 There'll just be this distance between us. 1023 00:59:38,298 --> 00:59:40,473 - Not if you come. - No. 1024 00:59:40,577 --> 00:59:44,339 Yes. Even if I come. 1025 00:59:46,893 --> 00:59:50,379 Even if I'm right next to you. 1026 00:59:50,483 --> 00:59:51,829 The... 1027 00:59:55,005 --> 00:59:57,317 This distance will still be there. 1028 01:00:02,288 --> 01:00:04,601 You don't have to be finished, Charlie. 1029 01:00:56,549 --> 01:00:58,240 Harper! 1030 01:01:03,038 --> 01:01:04,695 Harper! 1031 01:01:06,317 --> 01:01:08,250 Harper! 1032 01:01:11,633 --> 01:01:13,462 Okay. 1033 01:01:13,566 --> 01:01:15,050 Okay. 1034 01:01:18,260 --> 01:01:20,366 Okay? Yeah? 1035 01:01:20,469 --> 01:01:22,782 Okay. I'll come with you. 1036 01:02:17,216 --> 01:02:18,424 Charlie? 1037 01:02:29,884 --> 01:02:31,161 Charlie? 1038 01:02:39,479 --> 01:02:40,964 Charlie? 1039 01:02:43,380 --> 01:02:45,831 I slipped. 1040 01:02:45,934 --> 01:02:47,177 It's okay. It's okay. 1041 01:02:47,280 --> 01:02:48,661 I'm gonna... I'm gonna get a mop. 1042 01:02:48,765 --> 01:02:50,352 Okay? - No. 1043 01:02:51,698 --> 01:02:53,493 Harper. Harper. 1044 01:02:59,085 --> 01:03:02,192 I want to be what you see. 1045 01:03:03,918 --> 01:03:05,989 But it's... 1046 01:03:06,092 --> 01:03:08,439 It's tomorrow, you know? 1047 01:03:10,890 --> 01:03:12,478 Tomorrow? 1048 01:03:13,824 --> 01:03:19,278 No, it's... It's tomorrow and tomorrow... 1049 01:03:22,764 --> 01:03:25,249 I'm... I'm sorry. 1050 01:03:26,630 --> 01:03:28,080 I'm sorry. 1051 01:03:37,434 --> 01:03:39,643 Fire one confit! Fire one major! 1052 01:03:39,746 --> 01:03:41,748 One confit, one major! Yes, chef! 1053 01:03:41,852 --> 01:03:43,267 Saute, how long to the window? 1054 01:03:43,371 --> 01:03:45,338 - Two minutes. - I need it now. Keep pushing. 1055 01:03:45,442 --> 01:03:46,719 Push, push, push! 1056 01:04:55,512 --> 01:04:56,962 Amy? 1057 01:04:57,065 --> 01:04:59,033 Hi. 1058 01:04:59,136 --> 01:05:00,827 Uh, it's nice to meet you. 1059 01:05:00,931 --> 01:05:02,829 Yeah. Nice to meet you. 1060 01:05:02,933 --> 01:05:06,040 How are you? - I'm good. I'm good. 1061 01:05:06,143 --> 01:05:08,456 This place is, uh... It's cool. 1062 01:05:08,559 --> 01:05:11,148 Yeah, yeah. Really cool. 1063 01:05:11,252 --> 01:05:12,736 Do you like cocktails? 1064 01:05:12,839 --> 01:05:14,462 Uh, yes, I do, I do. 1065 01:05:14,565 --> 01:05:17,914 Um, I've got to admit, though, I'm a little lightweight. 1066 01:05:18,017 --> 01:05:19,501 Uh, intimidated by you, though, 1067 01:05:19,605 --> 01:05:21,331 'cause I saw that you're a chef on your profile. 1068 01:05:21,434 --> 01:05:23,367 - Oh. - Yeah, if you start, like, 1069 01:05:23,471 --> 01:05:25,473 getting into the properties of mixology, 1070 01:05:25,576 --> 01:05:27,440 I might evaporate on you. 1071 01:05:28,476 --> 01:05:30,927 There's no wrong way to enjoy taste. 1072 01:05:31,030 --> 01:05:33,136 Alright. That's, uh... That's good to hear, 1073 01:05:33,239 --> 01:05:36,829 'cause I'm typically a Jack and Coke type of guy. 1074 01:05:36,933 --> 01:05:39,280 Okay. Yeah, well... 1075 01:05:42,248 --> 01:05:43,940 Yeah, I got nothing. That's bad. 1076 01:05:44,043 --> 01:05:46,735 You-- You shouldn't drink that. 1077 01:05:48,979 --> 01:05:51,050 Alright, I'll remember that. 1078 01:05:53,190 --> 01:05:55,054 Oh, um, hey... 1079 01:05:55,158 --> 01:05:57,332 I'm sorry, I just, um... 1080 01:05:58,540 --> 01:06:01,785 Oh, God. I haven't been out like this a lot yet. 1081 01:06:01,888 --> 01:06:05,099 I think I'm just nervous or something. 1082 01:06:06,548 --> 01:06:08,412 - Okay. Yeah. That's... - Sorry. 1083 01:06:08,516 --> 01:06:11,898 No, that's-- that's totally, totally fine. 1084 01:06:12,002 --> 01:06:13,521 Ah, it's so embarrassing. 1085 01:06:13,624 --> 01:06:17,214 It's not. No. Hey. It's, um... totally normal. 1086 01:06:17,318 --> 01:06:19,182 This is normal? 1087 01:06:19,285 --> 01:06:21,011 Well... 1088 01:06:21,115 --> 01:06:24,083 I guess it's kind of my worst nightmare, but, uh... 1089 01:06:24,187 --> 01:06:26,258 - Oh, I'm sorry. - I'm just kidding. 1090 01:06:32,298 --> 01:06:35,370 It's like, how do you get back into small talk after that? 1091 01:06:35,474 --> 01:06:36,716 Oh, that's... 1092 01:06:36,820 --> 01:06:39,305 Geez, that's the easiest thing in the world, 1093 01:06:39,409 --> 01:06:42,757 'cause I've got thousands of icebreakers. 1094 01:06:42,860 --> 01:06:44,897 - Yeah? Like what? - Um... 1095 01:06:45,001 --> 01:06:48,625 What do you think it's like being married to Ira Glass? 1096 01:06:51,800 --> 01:06:52,974 I don't know who that is. 1097 01:06:53,078 --> 01:06:54,872 Moving right on. Um... 1098 01:06:54,976 --> 01:06:58,497 Which, uh, which Beatle do you think describes your soul 1099 01:06:58,600 --> 01:07:00,050 the best? 1100 01:07:01,120 --> 01:07:04,813 Ira Glass is the radio guy, right? 1101 01:07:04,917 --> 01:07:06,091 Yeah. 1102 01:07:06,194 --> 01:07:07,609 That's funny. 1103 01:07:09,715 --> 01:07:11,061 George. 1104 01:07:12,787 --> 01:07:14,340 - What? - The Beatle. 1105 01:07:14,444 --> 01:07:17,792 Oh, yeah. Yeah, well, that makes sense. 1106 01:07:17,895 --> 01:07:21,692 You're a George person. George people are always cool. 1107 01:07:21,796 --> 01:07:23,729 So, I'm a Paul guy. 1108 01:07:23,832 --> 01:07:25,524 Paul people are boring. 1109 01:07:28,113 --> 01:07:30,080 Paul people are happy. 1110 01:07:31,771 --> 01:07:33,290 Yeah. That's true. 1111 01:07:33,394 --> 01:07:35,051 Happy, yeah. 1112 01:07:40,953 --> 01:07:42,644 I'm not a chef. 1113 01:07:43,852 --> 01:07:46,096 I'm a cook, but I'm not a chef. 1114 01:07:48,236 --> 01:07:51,584 And my name is not Amy, and, um... 1115 01:07:51,688 --> 01:07:55,554 And I'm guessing you just got out of a relationship? 1116 01:07:59,144 --> 01:08:01,629 No, I'm actually still in one. 1117 01:08:03,562 --> 01:08:06,565 I'm sorry. I shouldn't have come. 1118 01:08:06,668 --> 01:08:08,429 I'm sorry. 1119 01:08:08,532 --> 01:08:10,638 - Really, uh... - I'm sorry. 1120 01:08:22,063 --> 01:08:25,239 Hey, uh, not Amy. 1121 01:08:26,067 --> 01:08:28,587 Um, I just... 1122 01:08:29,105 --> 01:08:31,831 I got out of a relationship a few years ago, 1123 01:08:31,935 --> 01:08:34,558 and, um, everyone I knew 1124 01:08:34,662 --> 01:08:36,215 knew my ex, so... 1125 01:08:36,319 --> 01:08:37,734 they were just telling me what to do 1126 01:08:37,837 --> 01:08:40,599 or kind of telling me what I wanted to hear. 1127 01:08:40,702 --> 01:08:46,260 And really, all I wanted was just someone to listen. 1128 01:08:47,675 --> 01:08:51,782 And so, if you want, I can be that for you. 1129 01:08:52,611 --> 01:08:56,408 We can end this date, and you don't have to tell me your name. 1130 01:08:57,443 --> 01:09:00,550 You can just talk, and I'll listen. 1131 01:09:07,108 --> 01:09:08,351 Yeah. 1132 01:09:09,524 --> 01:09:10,594 Yeah? 1133 01:09:12,078 --> 01:09:14,150 Lead the way. - Okay. 1134 01:09:24,332 --> 01:09:27,404 I heard someone once define the word relationship 1135 01:09:27,508 --> 01:09:30,787 as the space between two people. 1136 01:09:30,890 --> 01:09:33,514 Mm. I like that. 1137 01:09:36,586 --> 01:09:37,759 Me too. 1138 01:09:44,249 --> 01:09:49,219 Sometimes it's like I'm sitting next to the girl I used to be, 1139 01:09:49,323 --> 01:09:52,947 and she's so mad at me because she loves Charlie. 1140 01:09:55,260 --> 01:09:56,744 And she thinks I've lost everything 1141 01:09:56,847 --> 01:09:58,573 that made us special. 1142 01:09:59,954 --> 01:10:03,751 And what about the you you're going to be? 1143 01:10:03,854 --> 01:10:05,408 What would she say? 1144 01:10:07,444 --> 01:10:09,860 That I already know what I'm gonna do. 1145 01:10:09,964 --> 01:10:13,519 ♪ Love is a tender thing 1146 01:10:15,694 --> 01:10:19,007 ♪ Yet we tend to bring... 1147 01:10:19,111 --> 01:10:20,975 The fancy Jack and Coke. 1148 01:10:25,566 --> 01:10:28,983 So, you broke up with someone recently? 1149 01:10:29,086 --> 01:10:30,536 Yeah. 1150 01:10:31,537 --> 01:10:34,333 Well, a few years ago. 1151 01:10:35,852 --> 01:10:37,888 But it feels recent? 1152 01:10:39,683 --> 01:10:40,788 Sometimes. 1153 01:10:44,550 --> 01:10:46,103 Do you ever talk to her? 1154 01:10:52,109 --> 01:10:53,352 No. 1155 01:10:54,974 --> 01:10:56,700 God, it's like they die. 1156 01:10:56,804 --> 01:11:00,601 Well, I don't think of it quite like that. 1157 01:11:00,704 --> 01:11:01,947 I... 1158 01:11:03,017 --> 01:11:07,677 It's like you're watching time play backwards, 1159 01:11:07,780 --> 01:11:11,336 and the person that you were closest with 1160 01:11:11,439 --> 01:11:14,753 slowly becomes a stranger again. 1161 01:11:24,349 --> 01:11:26,558 Are you a nostalgic person? 1162 01:11:28,698 --> 01:11:30,286 Um, yeah. 1163 01:11:30,389 --> 01:11:32,667 Yeah, I think so. 1164 01:11:35,670 --> 01:11:37,293 Are you? 1165 01:11:40,882 --> 01:11:41,918 Yeah. 1166 01:11:44,817 --> 01:11:47,441 I just wonder what purpose it serves. 1167 01:11:50,444 --> 01:11:53,067 So, when did you and Charlie meet? 1168 01:13:35,997 --> 01:13:37,516 Fuck. 1169 01:13:40,139 --> 01:13:41,451 Oh, come on. 1170 01:13:45,559 --> 01:13:47,975 You didn't really think this one through, did you? 1171 01:13:49,286 --> 01:13:51,219 Uh... 1172 01:13:51,323 --> 01:13:53,636 No, I guess not. 1173 01:13:55,120 --> 01:13:56,811 Congratulations. 1174 01:13:56,915 --> 01:13:58,882 Yeah. Thanks. 1175 01:14:00,574 --> 01:14:03,024 So, are you gonna give it to me, or...? 1176 01:14:03,128 --> 01:14:04,923 Oh. Yeah. 1177 01:14:07,063 --> 01:14:09,065 It's only one song. 1178 01:14:09,168 --> 01:14:11,067 Wow. Bold. 1179 01:14:11,170 --> 01:14:12,171 Yeah. 1180 01:14:13,518 --> 01:14:15,485 it's a really good one, though. 1181 01:14:16,900 --> 01:14:18,039 Just, um... 1182 01:14:19,489 --> 01:14:21,146 ...don't listen to it too much. 1183 01:14:21,249 --> 01:14:23,769 I mean, if you like it. 1184 01:14:24,287 --> 01:14:29,016 You know, don't want it to lose, like, that thing. 1185 01:14:30,500 --> 01:14:31,674 Okay. 1186 01:14:39,233 --> 01:14:40,303 I'll see ya. 1187 01:15:43,159 --> 01:15:44,229 Harp? 1188 01:15:46,749 --> 01:15:48,060 What is it? Are you...? 1189 01:15:49,441 --> 01:15:51,408 What's going on? 1190 01:15:51,512 --> 01:15:53,341 I think I'm just emotional. 1191 01:15:56,275 --> 01:15:58,036 Can you hold me? 1192 01:15:59,382 --> 01:16:00,659 Yeah. 1193 01:16:22,681 --> 01:16:24,234 Charlie... 1194 01:16:27,203 --> 01:16:29,101 I think I'm unhappy. 1195 01:16:44,461 --> 01:16:46,118 And I think that... 1196 01:16:49,812 --> 01:16:52,090 ...maybe we shouldn't be together. 1197 01:17:00,512 --> 01:17:01,893 I just... 1198 01:17:04,171 --> 01:17:06,725 I just think something's not right. 1199 01:17:10,211 --> 01:17:12,973 And I don't know that we can fix it. 1200 01:17:14,526 --> 01:17:15,734 Right. 1201 01:17:19,117 --> 01:17:20,359 Um... 1202 01:17:21,567 --> 01:17:23,811 So, what are you saying, then? 1203 01:17:28,816 --> 01:17:30,404 Like we should break up? 1204 01:17:34,270 --> 01:17:35,685 I think so. 1205 01:17:54,497 --> 01:17:55,705 Uh... 1206 01:17:58,708 --> 01:18:00,710 How long have you...? 1207 01:18:03,817 --> 01:18:05,508 It's like... 1208 01:18:05,611 --> 01:18:08,097 Have you been thinking about this for a long time, 1209 01:18:08,200 --> 01:18:10,824 or are you just thinking it now? 1210 01:18:13,171 --> 01:18:15,725 I've been thinking it for a while. 1211 01:18:20,592 --> 01:18:22,180 On New Year's Eve... 1212 01:18:25,355 --> 01:18:29,635 ...I danced with someone, and at midnight, I... 1213 01:18:35,296 --> 01:18:38,472 And I went on a date. 1214 01:18:40,370 --> 01:18:42,614 I met someone online, and I went... 1215 01:18:42,718 --> 01:18:44,685 I went to meet him tonight. 1216 01:18:44,789 --> 01:18:47,067 - Oh. - I'm sorry. 1217 01:18:48,793 --> 01:18:51,243 As soon as I got there, I called-- 1218 01:18:51,347 --> 01:18:53,073 I called it off. 1219 01:18:56,835 --> 01:19:00,390 I just love you so much. You're my best friend. 1220 01:19:00,494 --> 01:19:02,116 But I just... 1221 01:19:03,083 --> 01:19:05,741 I don't think we can get happy again. 1222 01:19:31,249 --> 01:19:34,045 Something about her being an alcoholic 1223 01:19:34,148 --> 01:19:36,116 and her being a good mother-- 1224 01:19:36,219 --> 01:19:38,981 they felt, like, mutually exclusive. 1225 01:19:39,084 --> 01:19:42,018 And, um, I think as I got older, 1226 01:19:42,122 --> 01:19:44,469 I came to realize that... 1227 01:19:44,572 --> 01:19:46,989 you can be an alcoholic 1228 01:19:47,092 --> 01:19:49,336 and a good person. 1229 01:19:49,439 --> 01:19:50,855 Keep coming back. 1230 01:19:50,958 --> 01:19:53,374 It works if you work it. 1231 01:19:53,478 --> 01:19:55,825 So work it. You're worth it. 1232 01:20:20,160 --> 01:20:23,473 You only have two weeks before midterm papers are due. 1233 01:20:25,544 --> 01:20:26,683 Sorry. 1234 01:20:26,787 --> 01:20:28,409 So if anyone's still struggling 1235 01:20:28,513 --> 01:20:30,135 to come up with a subject to write about, 1236 01:20:30,239 --> 01:20:34,001 I would recommend finding time this week. 1237 01:20:34,105 --> 01:20:36,693 Office hours will be posted. 1238 01:20:36,797 --> 01:20:40,594 I think I'll be here Wednesday and Thursday as well. 1239 01:20:40,697 --> 01:20:44,322 You know, I realized we have a mutual friend on Facebook. 1240 01:20:44,425 --> 01:20:45,495 Oh, yeah? 1241 01:20:45,599 --> 01:20:47,463 Yeah. Harper Owens? 1242 01:20:50,086 --> 01:20:53,365 I was a hostess at this restaurant she works at. 1243 01:20:53,469 --> 01:20:54,850 Mise? 1244 01:20:54,953 --> 01:20:57,059 I actually introduced her in a roundabout way 1245 01:20:57,162 --> 01:21:00,096 to this guy she dated for a while. 1246 01:21:02,133 --> 01:21:03,582 How do you know her? 1247 01:21:05,722 --> 01:21:07,103 I, uh... 1248 01:21:09,934 --> 01:21:14,283 I am also a guy that she dated for a while. 1249 01:21:14,386 --> 01:21:16,388 Shut up. Really? 1250 01:21:16,492 --> 01:21:20,530 That's fuckin' crazy. 1251 01:21:20,634 --> 01:21:22,256 She's a genius, you know? 1252 01:21:22,360 --> 01:21:25,121 Everyone said she's as good as Chef. 1253 01:21:29,367 --> 01:21:31,748 How long did you guys date for? 1254 01:21:31,852 --> 01:21:33,302 Um... 1255 01:21:34,890 --> 01:21:37,340 Five years? 1256 01:21:37,444 --> 01:21:39,342 Oh, shit. 1257 01:21:39,446 --> 01:21:40,516 Yeah. 1258 01:21:41,586 --> 01:21:43,243 It was a while ago, though. 1259 01:21:46,660 --> 01:21:48,800 Do you smoke in here? 1260 01:21:48,904 --> 01:21:49,939 Sure. Yeah. 1261 01:21:50,043 --> 01:21:51,389 By the window. 1262 01:21:58,810 --> 01:22:00,398 Why'd y'all break up? 1263 01:22:04,781 --> 01:22:06,507 It's kind of a long story. 1264 01:22:10,511 --> 01:22:12,272 Tell me anyway. 1265 01:22:14,584 --> 01:22:17,277 So... what was it? 1266 01:22:18,761 --> 01:22:20,728 Why did you and Harper break up? 1267 01:22:26,734 --> 01:22:28,184 We weren't happy. 1268 01:22:30,324 --> 01:22:32,499 I think we grew up at a different pace. 1269 01:22:45,270 --> 01:22:48,342 It's a little place. Ten tables. Great location. 1270 01:22:48,446 --> 01:22:50,966 It's a three-month lease with an option to renew. 1271 01:22:51,069 --> 01:22:53,727 So we can run it as long as we want to. 1272 01:22:54,970 --> 01:22:56,350 Yeah. 1273 01:22:58,594 --> 01:23:00,389 It'll be yours, Harper. 1274 01:23:01,459 --> 01:23:05,290 Your menu, your staff, your restaurant. 1275 01:24:43,940 --> 01:24:46,288 Aw! She's so cute. 1276 01:24:46,391 --> 01:24:48,531 She looks like your sister. - I know. It's crazy. 1277 01:24:48,635 --> 01:24:50,740 Are you the kind of aunt that gets custody 1278 01:24:50,844 --> 01:24:52,121 if your sister dies? 1279 01:24:52,225 --> 01:24:54,192 - That's so dumb. - So dark. 1280 01:24:54,296 --> 01:24:55,573 What? I always wondered that. 1281 01:24:55,676 --> 01:24:57,022 I literally never wondered that. 1282 01:24:57,126 --> 01:24:58,334 Though now that you... 1283 01:25:03,374 --> 01:25:05,479 ♪ Girl, you told me that we were through ♪ 1284 01:25:05,583 --> 01:25:06,756 - Harp! - Hm? 1285 01:25:06,860 --> 01:25:08,482 We're gonna get drinks. 1286 01:25:08,586 --> 01:25:11,071 - I'm okay. I'll stay. - Cool. 1287 01:25:16,490 --> 01:25:19,700 ♪ In every way that I could 1288 01:25:22,703 --> 01:25:27,329 ♪ But, girl, you fooled around until I caught you ♪ 1289 01:25:27,432 --> 01:25:28,744 Hi. 1290 01:25:30,849 --> 01:25:33,128 I'm Charlie. 1291 01:25:33,231 --> 01:25:35,716 ♪ I'm gonna keep lovin' you 1292 01:25:35,820 --> 01:25:36,993 I know. 1293 01:25:37,097 --> 01:25:39,582 ♪ I'm gonna keep lovin' you 1294 01:26:25,110 --> 01:26:26,422 Hey. 1295 01:26:29,080 --> 01:26:30,115 Hey. 1296 01:26:35,431 --> 01:26:37,502 You know, I've got a shoe box like this. 1297 01:26:43,577 --> 01:26:46,235 I always feel like I should throw mine away. 1298 01:26:47,788 --> 01:26:48,927 Really? 1299 01:26:51,136 --> 01:26:52,586 Why? 1300 01:27:04,391 --> 01:27:06,082 You started dating that guy. 1301 01:27:06,186 --> 01:27:07,256 What guy? 1302 01:27:07,360 --> 01:27:08,637 Mr. Finance Man, 1303 01:27:08,740 --> 01:27:11,053 with the puffy vest. 1304 01:27:11,156 --> 01:27:13,469 - Who, Tom? - Yeah, I don't know. 1305 01:27:13,573 --> 01:27:15,195 I deleted the app when he showed up. 1306 01:27:15,299 --> 01:27:17,232 Funny one to be jealous of. 1307 01:27:17,335 --> 01:27:19,337 Bet you thought about Tom more than I did. 1308 01:27:19,441 --> 01:27:22,582 I thought about Tom... a lot. 1309 01:27:24,204 --> 01:27:26,586 What about you? Anything serious? 1310 01:27:26,689 --> 01:27:28,312 No. Not really. 1311 01:27:28,415 --> 01:27:30,521 Actually, um, you might... 1312 01:27:30,624 --> 01:27:32,108 Do you remember Jessica Wright? She was a... 1313 01:27:32,212 --> 01:27:34,007 - Jessica...? - ...a hostess at Mise. 1314 01:27:34,110 --> 01:27:36,043 Yeah. Jess. 1315 01:27:36,665 --> 01:27:38,632 Wait. Back up. You have a thing with Jess? 1316 01:27:38,736 --> 01:27:40,220 No, not-- not really. Just... 1317 01:27:40,324 --> 01:27:43,016 - She's kind of young, no? - I mean, not-- 1318 01:27:43,119 --> 01:27:44,880 not, like, criminally. - She was like, what, 19 1319 01:27:44,983 --> 01:27:47,227 when she worked at Mise? - No, she was like... 1320 01:27:47,331 --> 01:27:49,264 That was... Okay, what just happened? 1321 01:27:49,367 --> 01:27:51,231 Sorry. Sorry, sorry, sorry. 1322 01:27:51,335 --> 01:27:52,819 It was all fun and games 1323 01:27:52,922 --> 01:27:54,199 when we were talking about, like, Mr. Puffy Vest. 1324 01:27:54,303 --> 01:27:56,271 I know, I'm sorry. 1325 01:27:56,374 --> 01:27:59,481 It's just like, everyone I've dated has been, 1326 01:27:59,584 --> 01:28:01,793 like, obviously wrong for me. 1327 01:28:01,897 --> 01:28:04,348 Jess is kind of perfect. 1328 01:28:04,451 --> 01:28:06,971 She's younger than me, which is upsetting. 1329 01:28:07,074 --> 01:28:08,421 No, I... 1330 01:28:08,524 --> 01:28:10,768 Well, she's not perfect for me, so... 1331 01:28:10,871 --> 01:28:12,114 Why? 1332 01:28:12,217 --> 01:28:13,702 Well, her youth is just so glowing. 1333 01:28:13,805 --> 01:28:16,946 It's, like distracting. Oh, fuck you. 1334 01:28:18,293 --> 01:28:20,295 She told me you're sous chef now. 1335 01:28:22,331 --> 01:28:24,920 I am, yeah. For now. 1336 01:28:25,023 --> 01:28:27,025 For now? 1337 01:28:27,819 --> 01:28:31,306 Well, Claire's talking about helping me open a pop-up. 1338 01:28:31,409 --> 01:28:33,515 What? Wait. That's amazing. 1339 01:28:33,618 --> 01:28:34,964 Are you serious? - Yeah. 1340 01:28:35,068 --> 01:28:37,691 Harper, that... 1341 01:28:37,795 --> 01:28:40,729 That's incredible. When do you open? 1342 01:28:40,832 --> 01:28:43,352 I-I said-- I said I'd think about it. 1343 01:28:45,147 --> 01:28:46,493 Really? 1344 01:28:48,081 --> 01:28:49,531 I know. 1345 01:28:50,773 --> 01:28:52,568 I don't... 1346 01:28:52,672 --> 01:28:54,467 This is like the dream. 1347 01:28:54,570 --> 01:28:55,882 I don't get it. 1348 01:28:58,333 --> 01:29:00,024 Yeah, I just... 1349 01:29:01,577 --> 01:29:03,510 I don't know. I really don't. 1350 01:29:06,444 --> 01:29:09,205 Sometimes I think about what you said, 1351 01:29:09,309 --> 01:29:12,830 about how people who want more tend to want more forever. 1352 01:29:13,969 --> 01:29:17,248 Oh, Harper, I didn't... 1353 01:29:20,009 --> 01:29:22,253 I didn't know what I was talking about. 1354 01:29:22,357 --> 01:29:26,015 I was just trying to rationalize my own... 1355 01:29:26,119 --> 01:29:27,534 whatever. 1356 01:29:28,466 --> 01:29:29,778 Maybe. 1357 01:29:31,435 --> 01:29:33,437 Doesn't mean it wasn't true, though. 1358 01:29:37,855 --> 01:29:40,789 Hey, I'll probably do it. I-I'm sure I will. 1359 01:29:42,169 --> 01:29:43,447 Just... 1360 01:29:44,482 --> 01:29:46,415 Doesn't feel the way I thought it would. 1361 01:29:48,900 --> 01:29:51,800 Wow. And this is what, like two years? 1362 01:29:51,903 --> 01:29:53,318 It's my one year. 1363 01:29:53,422 --> 01:29:55,942 I get my two year in October. 1364 01:29:56,045 --> 01:29:59,152 That's great, Charlie. I'm so proud of you. 1365 01:30:01,016 --> 01:30:02,949 David told me you're finishing school? 1366 01:30:03,052 --> 01:30:05,054 - Well, uh, you know... - Or you're about to? 1367 01:30:05,158 --> 01:30:06,711 Yeah, I finished my prereqs, 1368 01:30:06,815 --> 01:30:10,163 so I start at Tulane in the fall. 1369 01:30:10,266 --> 01:30:11,475 What are you gonna study? 1370 01:30:11,578 --> 01:30:13,062 Education. 1371 01:30:14,201 --> 01:30:17,032 I want to be a high school guidance counselor. 1372 01:30:18,620 --> 01:30:20,484 Guidance counselor? 1373 01:30:21,588 --> 01:30:23,210 God, that's perfect, Charlie. 1374 01:30:25,109 --> 01:30:26,869 I didn't even know you were in school. 1375 01:30:26,973 --> 01:30:30,839 Yeah, well, I mean, it was after, um... 1376 01:30:32,323 --> 01:30:33,876 It was after you and I... 1377 01:30:36,154 --> 01:30:39,261 I went through that bad spell, you know, and... 1378 01:30:39,364 --> 01:30:42,471 after Randy, um... 1379 01:30:42,575 --> 01:30:43,852 well, he fired me... 1380 01:30:43,955 --> 01:30:45,750 uh, he helped me get into the program 1381 01:30:45,854 --> 01:30:49,133 and, uh, lent me some money to pay for classes. 1382 01:30:50,237 --> 01:30:51,963 - Ah, Randy. - I know. 1383 01:30:52,067 --> 01:30:53,378 He saved my life. 1384 01:30:53,482 --> 01:30:54,897 Him and you. 1385 01:31:01,041 --> 01:31:02,008 Which way are you? 1386 01:31:02,111 --> 01:31:04,424 I'm-- I'm back this way. 1387 01:31:04,528 --> 01:31:07,427 - I parked back at the... - Okay. 1388 01:31:07,531 --> 01:31:10,879 Um, so I-I guess I'll see you. Yeah? 1389 01:31:12,225 --> 01:31:13,675 Yeah. 1390 01:31:18,300 --> 01:31:20,578 Okay, well, um... 1391 01:31:22,235 --> 01:31:23,374 Bye, Harp. 1392 01:31:30,208 --> 01:31:31,140 Bye. 1393 01:31:37,457 --> 01:31:38,769 Actually, Charlie? 1394 01:31:42,427 --> 01:31:43,670 Um... 1395 01:31:46,984 --> 01:31:49,296 You know the last time we talked, 1396 01:31:49,400 --> 01:31:52,645 when you called me while you were going through the 12 steps 1397 01:31:52,748 --> 01:31:54,612 and were, um... - Making amends? 1398 01:31:54,716 --> 01:31:56,925 Making amends, yeah. 1399 01:31:58,478 --> 01:31:59,790 It just... 1400 01:32:03,034 --> 01:32:06,486 It occurred to me that I never did that for you. 1401 01:32:06,590 --> 01:32:07,694 - Oh... - Made amends. 1402 01:32:07,798 --> 01:32:08,799 No. 1403 01:32:08,902 --> 01:32:10,455 For-- For how I was in the end. 1404 01:32:10,559 --> 01:32:11,595 - No. - For what I did. 1405 01:32:11,698 --> 01:32:13,355 No, Harper. No. 1406 01:32:13,458 --> 01:32:15,840 I'm really sorry. 1407 01:32:15,944 --> 01:32:18,740 I'm-- I'm grateful to you, Harper. 1408 01:32:23,710 --> 01:32:25,885 I needed to go through that. 1409 01:32:28,750 --> 01:32:31,028 Do you ever miss it, Charlie? 1410 01:32:31,131 --> 01:32:33,617 Not like you want it back. That's... 1411 01:32:33,720 --> 01:32:35,722 That's not what I'm saying. 1412 01:32:37,068 --> 01:32:38,691 Just... 1413 01:32:40,796 --> 01:32:42,902 Do you ever miss that time? 1414 01:32:46,422 --> 01:32:47,941 Yeah. 1415 01:32:49,460 --> 01:32:50,944 Yeah. Of course. 1416 01:32:52,601 --> 01:32:54,845 How is it possible 1417 01:32:54,948 --> 01:32:57,848 to miss this thing that hurt so much? 1418 01:32:57,951 --> 01:33:00,022 - No... - Like, why can't I just forget? 1419 01:33:06,650 --> 01:33:08,962 Because we're not supposed to. 1420 01:33:10,446 --> 01:33:12,794 We loved each other, Harper. 1421 01:33:14,071 --> 01:33:17,833 We loved each other so, so much. 1422 01:33:21,492 --> 01:33:23,632 We're not supposed to forget. 1423 01:33:27,360 --> 01:33:29,534 That's how we carry each other with us. 1424 01:33:48,623 --> 01:33:51,626 Don't throw your shoe box away, okay? 1425 01:35:16,745 --> 01:35:22,164 ♪ Break it to me gently 1426 01:35:23,752 --> 01:35:30,759 ♪ Let me down the easy way 1427 01:35:33,141 --> 01:35:37,455 ♪ Make me feel that you still love me ♪ 1428 01:35:39,147 --> 01:35:45,394 ♪ If it's just, if it's just for one more day ♪ 1429 01:35:47,569 --> 01:35:53,057 ♪ Break it to me gently 1430 01:35:54,438 --> 01:36:01,134 ♪ So my tears, my tears won't fall too fast ♪ 1431 01:36:04,137 --> 01:36:08,970 ♪ If you must go, then go slowly ♪ 1432 01:36:09,971 --> 01:36:12,318 ♪ Let me love you 1433 01:36:13,871 --> 01:36:16,356 ♪ Till the last 1434 01:36:19,739 --> 01:36:26,125 ♪ The love we shared for oh so long ♪ 1435 01:36:27,712 --> 01:36:32,407 ♪ Is such a big part of me 1436 01:36:35,203 --> 01:36:40,795 ♪ If you must take your love away ♪ 1437 01:36:43,073 --> 01:36:47,353 ♪ Take it gradually 1438 01:36:47,456 --> 01:36:50,494 ♪ Oh, oh, break it 1439 01:36:51,840 --> 01:36:55,085 ♪ Break it to me gently 1440 01:36:56,569 --> 01:36:58,295 ♪ Give me time 1441 01:36:58,398 --> 01:37:04,128 ♪ Oh, give me a little time to ease the pain ♪ 1442 01:37:06,303 --> 01:37:10,134 ♪ Love me just a little longer 1443 01:37:12,309 --> 01:37:19,350 ♪ 'Cause I'll never, never love again ♪ 1444 01:37:20,213 --> 01:37:27,427 ♪ 'Cause I'll never love 1445 01:37:27,531 --> 01:37:30,637 ♪ Again 1446 01:37:30,741 --> 01:37:35,401 ♪ Never love again